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At recess

     Here I am sitting alone at a table in the canteen. Since I was at the corner I can see what is happening and you cant see me at first glance when you walk in but if you look more you can. That is why I sit here and nobody dared to sit at a table that a "WHORE" sat on (you guys are not a whore! I am sooo sorry). I plugged my earphones and listened to music. Then this song came up that reminded me of that night. The night when he left me... the night when I broke it off...

FLASHBACK
When I reached home I went straight to my room. Why? Why did he leave me? He..he was the one for me, only me! But how? How could he! After all the sacrifices I've done just to make our relationship work out... he just threw me away. I didn't know what I'm supposed to do. If only I was better. Why do I even exist if all that's happening to me is nothing but bad? I want to di—

PRESENT
I nearly fell off from the chair when someone tapped my shoulder. I looked up to see a boy? "Uhmm sorry to startle you but can I sit here? I don't like crowded places and it seems that you're alone so..." he looked at me with hopeful eyes. I looked around and it was really crowded and its only 10 minutes after the bell rang. I then nodded silently and gestured for him to sit. After a few moments of silence, he broke the ice and said "So what's your name? Your the first person I've talked to in this school. By the way, do you know why those 7 boys are pointing at our direction?"

(This is what he wore and looks like when telling you the last line❤️❤️^^^)

     I looked at where he was pointing and saw BTS. I quickly turned away and faced this boy who I still don't know. I guess I have to talk- I thought. "Uhh to answer your first question I'm Y/n and you?" I asked. "I'm Cha Eun woo. I'm new here and I think I saw you at dance.. Right?" He answered back. I could already tell that he is very talkative. I just shrugged since I really didn't know and I'm not that aware of the new students except BTS and Eun Woo. Suddenly, somebody tapped my shoulder again. And you guessed it was BTS, they asked if they could sit with us. I was about to say no because I am not good with social interactions but Eun Woo here said yes. They sat down and started to talk to each other. They've tried to let me join the conversation but I just shrugged. I wanted to leave but I can't because I'm surrounded and it would be too obvious to leave then they'll try to let me stay and if they fail they'll follow. Ughhhh why do they have to be interested in me????

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So hi guys hehehe I know I know that I havent been updating becuz of Hellhole i mean skul and i have been stressed out and we don't have our own sembreak since i am studying at a private skul which is the worst and Im sorry for not updating and if my writing disappoints u DREAMs. As u can see I try my best to reply to ur comments cuz its the least i could. I would like to thank u guys for the votes and comments and reads and adding this crap to ur reading lists and especially fo the follows!!! ROAD TO 30! Hahaha sorry for the loooooong authors note and a veeeeeerrrrrryyyyyyy short chapter :) Happy halloween guyzzzz