It's been a month without Nevaeh. I haven't told Jamiee about the baby. That also means I've made no money this month. I've been so depressed I just spend everyday in my bed bingeing Netflix . I've missed Jamiee so much tho. The way he makes me feel is just so😩. Today I finally decided to get enough courage to go visit him.
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I put on that and no makeup I didn't feel like going all out with my makeup.
Skip the car ride
I messaged Jamiee when I arrived.
Convo.
Me : hey
Jamiee 🕴🏾💦: sup haven't seen u in a hot min u trying slide thru👀
Me: well actually I need to talk to u like on some serious shit
Jamiee 🕴🏾💦: u aii cuz that text worrying me
Me: I am ig , I'm outside ur crib
Jamiee🕴🏾💦: Aii I'm coming out rn
He came out the house as I got out the car. Me and him made eye contact I walked up to him and he hugged me. The feeling of him hugging me gave me memories of the past which made me cry. Why u crying babygirl he said looking down at me. The last month have been fucking hell I miss u so much I said looking up at him. We walked inside his house and I took a seat on the couch. So what's wrong he said while lighting a blunt. M-my sister I couldn't finish my sentence without crying. He came closer to me and tried to comfort me.What happened to you sister. Ss-she dead!! I couldn't stop crying I just couldn't help it. Jamiee hugged me and told me everything was going be ok. How did she die he asked after I had stopped crying. Someone shot her at a party. Oh really if u want i'll have my homies fuck him up for u. I don't even know who shot her I wasn't with her. Well i'll do anything for u ma. That made me blush instantly. At this moment I really realized that Jamiee is my love 😍,my everything, my R.O.D. I know he my sugar daddy but imhis only sugar baby and we have more than that we actually talk to each like friends our relationship is deeper then some sugar daddy shit. I have one more thing to tell you I said while looking down. Now don't get upset to when I tell you I said in a demanding voice. Here we go I thought in my mind. I won't he replied .I'm pregnant!! Wait ur dead ass he said in a serious voice. Yea I said shyly and slowy . He got up . U got to be fucking kiddin me he said while walking back and forth in a circle. This made me scared is he mad at me I thought?!! Soo are u mad I asked. No I'm going be a fucking dad!! You are I said in relief. The rest of the time Jamiee asked me a bunch of questions about the baby but I told him I wasn't sure because I haven't even went to the doctor yet. He decided to schedule an appointment. We even thought of possibly baby names.
Okurrr soo my eyeballs feel like they finna pop out my head cause I'm so fucking tired. This chapter is unedited so sorry for any mistakes. But anyways enjoy the chapter and duces ✌🏽.
