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look its me no, i dont know why i look like a goblin
so. essentially everything kind of went to shit. (hi im avery, im 19, and i never fuckin' learned how to be an adult *finger guns*)
turns out one of my roommates is as absolute asshole, and living with him fucking sucks. (hes creepy, just broke up with my best friend over a text message less than a week after she got out of the hospital, and a bunch of other shit) but we all signed the lease so we're stuck with him. and, the job that i was supposed to have almost a month ago now has essentially strung me along with the hiring process that usually takes a week at most, so i have to look for a new job, but this means that we're tight on money; we'll have enough for the rent & bills, but almost no money for food and gas.
there was also a fuck up at the pharmacy i use, so i've been off my medication for almost two weeks now, so i had to go back to the doctor to make sure i could keep taking the dosage i was already taking. dont worry, it wasn't like. a seizure medication or anything, i wouldnt die without it, but it makes life kinda sucky lmao
on top of this, my dad is having a third back surgery, so whenever i'm not up here looking for work and cleaning the house or babysitting for a friend, im driving an hour and a half back to my family home to spend time with my dad so he isn't home alone with such a bad back.
so, to sum up; life sucks lmao. im stuck in a house i dont really want to be in, in a very conservative town that i feel completely alone in, almost two hours away from everyone else i know, with no internet and the worst service possible, with no job (yet), a fucked up meds schedule, and im dealing with both family and friend medical issues.
im doing my best to get back here & keep up with my friends (im lookin at you alecks) but i dont know when ill be able to be back on a regular basis because im just. so fucking tired right now. its probably the depression lmao
i have a couple of fun little projects im working on though, mostly character/poetry/aesthetic related. im also slowly redoing all my characters because i have no self control and i get so bored staring at the same things allll the goddamn time. also while youre here please help me decide what i should change my profile theme too lmao: • something dark • greek inspired (gay for medusa) • soft vintage • peach colors
