It's hate but it's love-Camren

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Camila's pov

I see Lauren walking in school and she sees me, she walks up to me and I smile, she pushes me back into my locker and I frown.

"Don't you dare talk about last night" she said, i smirk and place my hands on her stomach

"Aww, is someone embarrassed" I giggle, she shoved me back making my head bounce off the locker

"Owe, what the fuck!" I say, she glares at me

"I swear to god you talk about it you'll be six feet deep with your nan" she said, I frown and feel tears come to my eyes as she spoke about my Nan

"Why would you say that? All you did was have a wet dream, we all have. Why would you have brought my Nan up?" I ask, she frowns and I shake my head

"I won't say anything, just leave me alone" I say and push past her and walk to home room, she goes to walk after me but gets called back. I go into the class and ms brooke sees me upset, she frowns setting her papers down as I set my bag down, I sit down crossing my arms on the desk putting my face on them and cry.

"Camila, what's wrong?" She asked, I shook my head

"Please leave me alone" I mumble, she rubs my back

"Okay, you can speak to me anytime okay" she said, I nod

"Thank you" I say, she leaves me alone but 5 minutes later the door opened, I was still cry from what Lauren said and did, I hear someone sit next to me and an arm wrap around me.

"I'm so sorry" I hear Lauren say, she pulls me into her and a kiss on my head

"I'm so sorry, I really am, please tell me anything to make it up to you" she whispers in my ear, I shook my head and look at her

"Leave me alone" I say, she frowns

"Camz, I was just embarrassed...I didn't mean it" she said

"You talked about the one thing that you know gets to me, why would you? You're meant to be my friend" I say, she shook her head

"I don't know, I was embarrassed and scared, I really didn't mean it" she said, I nod

"And you want to make it up to me" I say, she nods

"Leave me alone" I say, she shook her head

"...I can't" she whispers, I look confused

"Why?" I ask, she looks down

"I-I- I just can't Camz, please" she said, I shook my head

"Not if you don't tell me why" I say, she look at me playing with her hands

"I'm scared" she whispered, I frown

"Of what?" I ask, she looks at me dead in the eye

"Of being alone....of being with out you" she said, I frown

"Why though, you didn't care before" I say, she sighed

"Camz please don't be a bitch" she said, I frown

"I'm not I'm just confused" I say, she sighed and groaned lightly

"I like you okay!" She yelled, as she did people where walking into the call, as she heard the door open her head shot to the door and a huge blush covers her face.

"Lauren..." I whisper, she looks at me then everyone else, people sit down and I smile

"Lo-" she cuts me off by getting up and running out, I frown and her up following her, she's faster than me so when I get to her she's sat on a wall looking down playing with her hands

"Lo" I say, she looks at me then back down I climb up the wall sitting next to her, I take her hand and rub it with my thumb, she looks at it then me I smile lightly and lean forward kissing her softly, she was shocked but kisses back.

"I like you too" I say, she nods and looks down again

"What's wrong?" I ask, she sighed shaking her head

"Hey, talk to me" I say, she pulls her hand out of mine jump off the wall, I follow and she looks at me

"Why are you following me?" She asked, I frown

"Because I want to know what's wrong" I say, she shook her head

"I'm the hardest person to be in a relationship with, I don't know why I even told you I like you" she said, I frown

"You're not the hardest person to love Lauren" I say, she frowns looking at me

"Love?" She asked, I nod

"To be in a true relationship with someone you need to love them" I say, she shook her head

"You're not in love with me Camz" she said, I nod

"I know I'm not" I say, she shook her head

"Then why do you want me to be your girlfriend?" She asked, I shrug

"So I can fall for you" I say, she shook her head and groaned

"Why aren't you listening to me! You're not going to fall for me! You'll hate me and want to have nothing to do with me! I'm the hardest person to love Camila! I'm complicated, I over think, you don't want to be" she said, I nod

"Let me try" I say, she goes to walk away but I grab her hand pulling her into me, I see she's crying and put my hand on her cheek

"Let me try at least" I whisper, she shook her head

"I'm broken camz" she whispered, I shook my head

"Then let me fix you" I say, I go on my tippy toes and before our lips touched

"Let me fix you, fall for you...let me love you" I whisper my lips grazing over hers before I kiss her, she kisses me back placing her hands on my waist as my one hand is on her cheek as the others in her shoulder

"Are you sure?" She asked as we pulled back, I nod

"Okay" she whispered, I smile kissing her again