Third Person's POV
Jisoo went out of Lisa's room quietly while shutting the door behind her.
"Is Lisa there already? How is she? Is she alright? Is she mad at me?" Jennie asks as she saw Jisoo walking out of Lisa's room.
"She's fine.. and I'll just inform you that Lisa didn't leave earlier. She went to the restroom and got a bad headache and when she went out you're already gone." Jisoo said with a straight face she walk towards the living room so Jennie walk towards her as well "Jennie... i thought you'll learn your lesson after Lisa got an amnesia. She drove there alone even though she's extremely tired. What if she drive back home with
an extreme headache didn't you know the possibility that she'll get herself into an accident again?" She continues seriously since she knows how much of a hard time Lisa goes through everyday and shes just showing her cheerful self towards everyone so they wont get worried but Jisoo as Lisa's bestfriend she knows what happens behind close doors
"I'm sorry.." Jennie stated once again making Jisoo sigh
"Will that bring back everything Jennie? Enough with your sorry. If you want Lisa to go back to you and gain her feelings back then act like it. I know it's hard for you but it is also much much harder on Lisa's side let that sink in" she says brushing her hair backwards out of frustration "Lisa took a medicine so she's in a deep sleep. If you want to go to her then you may. But remember what I said Jennie... leave if you're tired of waiting for her rather than keeping yourself here without knowing that you're hurting her "
Jennie just nodded towards Jisoo not knowing what to say. When Jisoo go towards her own room Jennie walk towards Lisa's room opening it up slowly. Lisa's room is dim but it's illuminated by a dark blue lamp on her side table. Jennie walk closer to the bed and there's lisa laying down with her eyes closed and her breathing even showing that she's already in a deep sleep. There's a thin pad resting on her forehead as well while her bangs are slightly parted from both sides.
The older girls felt a sting on her chest and a drop of tear falls down on her cheek making more tears poor down her face. She sit down on the side of Lisa's bed just looking at the younger girl while the other ones crying and hurting from everything. Jennie put her hand on Lisa's cheek slowly caressing it while her tears keeps streaming down her face.
Jennie loves Lisa way too much that she's hurting knowing how Lisa felt everytime. To be honest, Jennie actually forgot that Lisa was on the set with them since Song talked to her a lot. She extremely felt bad when the photographer shouted at Lisa. Jennie also gave a check to the photorapher to
pay for the camera that's been ruined but Jennie also scolded the director for shouting at Lisa even though its not her fault completely. Jennie even told Song that it's actually his fault and she's disappointed that Song pointed out someone else just because he doesnt want to be blame for what he had done.
"Lisayah... am I hurting you?" Jennie whispered while her voice's cracking from the tears that keeps on falling from her eyes while she keeps on caressing Lisa's face "It's my fault Lisayah.... it has always been my fault "
Jennie leaned down to burry her face on Lisa's pillow as she keeps on crying. Jennie would be lying if she'll say that she doesnt enjoy the love that she's receiving from other people. Yes, Lisa somehow show Jennie that she appreciate her but waiting without the assurance of getting her memory back nor getting her feelings back gives Jennie lots of anxiety that sometimes she don't know what to do.
Song has been really sweet towards Jennie and it made her feel really special. Lisa do stuff to Jennie sweetly in the most subtle way but it still moves Jennie and it'll just really make you rethink of something when you're so needy when it comes to receiving affection from people. Jennie hates feeling that way cause she gets to appreciate Song a lot for being around her when she's all needy and just waiting for Lisa to do all those things to her.
It's hard forgetting, but it's also hard waiting.
Jennie felt a movement beside her making her look at Lisa as she leaned back out again. Lisa's eyes are already open and she stared at Jennie's eyes like she can see so much emotion from it.
"Why are you crying?" Lisa asks simply. Jennie sobbed more as she heard it from Lisa. "Am i the cause of that?" She asks but Jennie didnt answer again "am i giving you a hard time?" She asks once again but this time Jennie shakes her head to answer 'no'
"Are you confused? Wait no... that should be a statement. You are confused" Lisa says like she's sure about it which is actually true. Lisa pull Jennie's hand away from her face so she can sit up properly to talk to Jennie on the same level of sight
"Jennie... do you love me?" She asks seriously while her eyes follow the tears streaming down Jennie's face
"I do love you Lisa... so so so much"
"Then can you be honest to me?" She said back to her making Jennie go silent "if you love me then you should be honest to yourself... and you should be honest to me" Lisa grab Jennie's hand making the other girl look into her eyes "are you tired?" She asks... Jennie didnt know what to say but Lisa wants her to be honest so she nod slowly making Lisa nod as well letting Jennie see that she understand "then let go" Jennie immediately look up at Lisa confused on what she's trying to say
"I can't remembers anything Jennie... even if i try to. I know you're having a hard time. You're giving me so much time to remember but I cant. I told you that the old Lisa had a reason to fall inlove with you so the present Lisa can too. The problem is me, Jennie... I dont know myself" she said and a tear fall down from her eyes and it makes Jennie cry more
"It's hard to know if what I'm feeling is admiration towards you.. or I'm feeling infatuation, it's hard to settle things and find out what it is cause I dont even completely know who I am today. I dont know if the things I used to like are the same things as what I like right now. And it's hard to know if I can give the love that your giving when I can't give it to myself first" Lisa paused for a xouple of second as she hold Jennie's hand firmly before looking back at her again
"We seem happy don't we?" Lisa said looking at Jennie with a slight smile
"but are we really?"
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Fanfiction[COMPLETED] Jennie is a hardworking surgeon who has spent her life trying to prove herself to her family, especially to her former older sister who has always been their parents' pride and joy. Meanwhile, Lisa is a pediatrician who feels lost and u...
