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Robot - Loceit/Logan Angst

Warnings: blood, crying, mention of past cutting. Tell me if there's anything I missed.

Logan is definitely not an expert on emotions, but he does have them, whether he likes it or not. He experiences all the emotions that others feel. Joy, anger, fear, sadness, he can feel all that. And sometimes he has days like this one, when he wants to cry,  wants someone to hold him, and tell him that it's okay to cry, that everyone does so. He wanted to be held.

"Hey, Data, Thomas needs us, come on!" Roman ran out, presumably to get one of the others. The logical trait's eyes filled with tears. He wasn't a robot, but he needed to prove it. They would never believe him. Suddenly an idea came to Logan, and an idea that he would reject if he was in his right state of mind. He would carve out his heart, and show them that he was human.

Logan knew where he could get a sharp enough knife. He kept one in his room, since he was 15, and cut himself. Logan never thought he'd use it again though. Before he started,  Logan stuffed his tie into his mouth to muffle his screams. Logan took a few deep breaths, and before plunging the knife into the right side of his chest. No matter how painful this would be, Logan had to prove that he had a heart. Slowly, he said began to cut his heart out.

(One hour later)

"Ugh, seriously, what's taking him so long?" Roman complained. "Kiddo, give him time" Patton replied, sipping a mug of hot chocolate. Virgil was biting his lip nervously. "But what if he's hurt? He could have fallen and sprained his ankle and now he can't get up, he would be in pain not able to tell us that he's hurt and ohmygodI'mfreakingout-". Patton went to calm his dark strange son, while Roman tried to calm down Thomas, who was freaking out." Well, maybe someone should check on him then" said Roman. "I'm sure he's okay, but i can check on him Kiddos! See ya soon!" And with that, Patton sunk out.

Deceits P. O. V
"Logic, are you alright?" I asked, knocking on the door to his room. I could hear heavy breathing. "Logan, can I come in?" I heard a whimper of pain. "Logan, I'm coming in!" I said before entering the room.

I will never get the image that I saw before me out of my mind. Logan was lying on the floor, with blood all over him and a knife in his hand. He was holding something in his hand, and that hand was covered in blood." L-Logan, what-" I stuttered, barely able to speak. He smiled shakily at me and pointed to a note. I picked it up and read it: "I am not a robot".

I felt my eyes with tears as I looked at the logical trait. "I can prove it" he choked out, opening his hand. He was holding his HEART. I knew he was gonna die. I had to take the poor guy out of his misery. An ambulance would arrive too late. I picked up the blade that he used to do this, and kissed his forehead. "I love you, Logan, and I'm so sorry". I sliced his throat, and he was dead in seconds. I dropped the blade and cradled his body, crying. I wanted to join him, but he wouldn't want any of us dead or unhappy.

Patton knocked on Logan's door. "Hey Kiddo, ya in there?" He asked. "Uh-yes! Give me a moment Patton!" A few minutes later, I answered the door, disguised as Logan. "C'mon, were making a video!" He bounded downstairs. I looked at Logans body, crying a bit. I snapped my fingers , and he was in his periodic table pyjamas. I would do the video, and then later tell them I found Logan's body. It was for the best. I kissed him on the forehead and went downstairs.

A/N
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Have some pictures of happy Logan.