The sun was beating down, making the snow shimmer into my eyes.
I felt the snow on my ankles and it burned.
The cold was too much.
As much as I loved the sun being out on a winter day, it only brought memories back.
"Jungkook! Can't you just stop being a brat for once!?"
"Stop throwing the goddamn snow at us! Your not a fucking child!"
You all yelled at me while my wide, bright smile faded into a frown.
I dropped the snow and walked away from them.
I turned my back once again, you were there, throwing the snow at each other with bright smiles.
Almost as bright as the sun that radiated from the sky.
I chuckled.
I miss those memories, even when I wasn't a part of them.
Even when I was yelled at for having fun.
Even when I was finally being happy.
My bruises had cleared up a bit.
Though I still lost a tremendous amount of weight.
I felt like some kind of chopstick, something you could bend and boom!
It would snap.

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Fanfictionwhy am I here? why did I decide to be with you? i was just an extra, wasn't i? you never cared for me. or maybe I'm delusional. no, no. i'm never delusional. do you hate me? i'll just leave. don't try to stop me. will you? of course not. (of course...