My memories are becoming stranger.
I feel like I'm just being born again, building my life with new experiences and memories.
It's like I was never an idol to begin with.
But would it be better that way?
I wouldn't want to be the "Golden Maknae".
I wouldn't want fans or fame.
I wouldn't want a Jin Hyung, Namjoon Hyung, Yoongi Hyung, Hoseok Hyung, Jimin Hyung, or a Taehyung in my life.
I wouldn't want to be dancing or singing.
That's all too much.
If I continued being an idol,
I'd probably be dead by now.
YOU ARE READING
are you leaving now? ◾j.jk & bts◾
Fanfictionwhy am I here? why did I decide to be with you? i was just an extra, wasn't i? you never cared for me. or maybe I'm delusional. no, no. i'm never delusional. do you hate me? i'll just leave. don't try to stop me. will you? of course not. (of course...
