stars.

13 - embrace me

— embrace me my love.

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"jungkook? jungkook where are you?" i mumbled and patted the spot next to me, hoping to find his warmth near me.

"jungkook?" i got up and looked around the dark room to see nothing but my furniture.

i threw the sheets off myself and slid on my slippers.

there is no possible way for him to be anywhere but the field. and that's were i headed.

looking around i found his body curled up into a ball, his knees near his chest as his head was thrown back, gazing at the stars.

i walked up to him,
"baby?"

he glanced back at me and gave me a smile which obviously is a fake one.

i sat next to him with my elbows propped up on my knees,
"what's wrong?"

he shook his head and whispered,
"nothing."

"jungkook you aren't alright-"

"what will you do if you lost me?" he suddenly questioned.

i scoffed,
"die. i would be nothing without you."

"what if i told you i don't have time left?"

i glanced up at him,
"why? is there something up with you?"

he closed his eyes and exhaled,
"just embrace me...please."

i got up and held him in arms as he gripped on my waist tightly.

then he sobbed.

he cried loudly that i just couldn't hold it anymore. i wailed with him still not knowing anything that is in his mind.

i held his cheeks,
"tell me what is wrong jungkook."

he held my hands that were rested on his face and bought our foreheads together,
"i don't wanna leave you my luna."

"then don't. please, please don't! just tell me what is happening in that mind of yours." i bellowed.

he cried louder,
"i-i'm sick,"

i shook my head,
"how much sick?"

he kissed me and hugged me sternly,
"just embrace me, that's all i need luna."

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— this book is about to end SAD