Dating Tamaki had its pros. He was always so sweet and nice to you and would always try to make you happy in anyway he could. He would support you and he'd always be there beside you, even in danger he would sacrifice himself for your safety.
He was a great guy, honestly!
But there was also cons...
You couldn't help but wonder if you were good enough for him. He was just so sweet and nice, it made you ponder the fact that he deserved someone so much better.
You knew it was wrong to think like that, but you couldn't erase those thoughts from your mind.
You kept lying to yourself that you didn't know what the reasons where for the negative thoughts, but in fact, you knew exactly how they started.
Nejire Hado.
She was one of your bestfriends, and she took you right under her wing when she first met you. Her and Mirio also set you and Tamaki up and she was always so sweet and nice to you – well she was nice to almost everyone.
But you still couldn't help but feel jealous of her. You had always admired her, but the feeling of jealousy had only risen when you started to notice how much she and Tamaki had been hanging out a lot more lately.
You still kept a smile on your face, even though your smiles never reached your eyes. Mirio was the first one to notice this and quickly pulled you aside.
You lied straight through your teeth and said you were having a personal issue, so he quickly apologised for intruding and reassured you.
It wasn't going to "be ok" though.
Tamaki's and Nejire's time together had only increased which left you wallowing in grief in your dorm room as you hid from the world underneath your sheets.
You felt awfully angry at yourself for always jumping to conclusions, but you also felt that maybe your conclusions were true.
Your head was lowered as you walked through the hall, moving on to your next class.
"H-Hey y/n," your shy boyfriend suddenly greeted you, giving you a small smile before he noticed the sullen look on your face. "Are you ok?"
"Oh hey, Tama," You faked a smile once again, feeling sick to your stomach that you were lying to him. "Oh yeah, I'm fine, just... things going on at home you know?"
