Assisting her (gxg)

Being honest

Katherine's pov:

I actually can't believe that I'm going to tell Taylor the truth about my dad. I have never told anybody about my story before as they have never wanted to hear it or it was that I didn't trust them enough as i do with Taylor. I trust Taylor with my life and i want to be as honest as i can with her.

As we both lie on my old twin bed in my childhood bedroom i knew that it was now or never. The though of actually telling this story out loud was making me tear up with just the thought of it.

Taylor must have noticed how upset i was as she slowly wiped away a lonely tear that was running down my cheek.
"You don't have to tell me if it's too hard for you."she says softly as she caresses my cheek.

"No i want you to know." I tell her taking a deep breath.

I have to force the words out of my mouth with made it even worse.

"When i was about 12 my mother died in a car accident. Her and my dad had an argument so she stormed out of the house and drove away." By this point i had tears streaming down my face.

"M-my dad started to then argue with me when she left. Telling me it was my fault that they fight all of the time. When we found out that my mom had been in a car accident, h-he also blamed that on me. He started to hurt me a-and take his anger out on me." I looked at Taylor who was also crying silently.

"I didn't have any other family or friend to tell them what was happening to me so i let him to it. He would go out to the bar. Get Drunk. Then come home and beat me until he was happy again."

"He blamed my mother death on me ever since and I began to believe that it was my fault that she died. As a teenager i decided to isolate myself from everyone so thy wouldn't see the cuts and bruises on my body."

Taylor looked at me like i was crazy "it was not your fault at all. It was that mad dicks fault. Do not blame it on you. You were so young." She embraced me as i cried on her shoulder.

After a couple of minutes calmed down.

"When i was about twenty years old i then knew that i was a lesbian and I wanted to come out to my dad. I don't know why but i thought that he might of excepted the fact that i love women. He had stoped abusing me at that point in time so I though he would be alright. But he wasn't."

"He was so angry with me. He told me what i was a waste of a woman and that I should be dead and not my mother. That was the last time i saw him."

Taylor embraced me so tight until i had eventually stopped crying.

"We are going as soon as possible tomorrow morning. He doesn't deserve you."

All i could do was agree with her. I trust Taylor with my life and i knew she would never leave me.