Haikyuu x reader one shots (still editing)

Sugawara Koushi: Its good to know that

From: Daichi-kun
To: (L/N) (F/N)
Subject: Suga
I heard Suga didn't go to school today becuase he's sick

Reader's POV
I immediately put on my long sleeve jacket and some pants. "I'm going to Koushi's place" I said as I walk towards the door. Daichi told me that Sugawara got a cold. So as his best friend, it is my duty to be there for him.
"A.k.a Your boyfriend~" my younger sibling joked. "Hahahaha very funny, he's not." I replied with an annoyed tone and a fake laugh. I exited my home and headed to the setter's apartment.

I've been best friends with Koushi since middle school and through the years I couldn't help but grow a foreign feeling only he can emit in me. I think it's called, love? He's been there in my low points in my life, he never chose to leave me alone, he cared for me as a mother would do for her daughter, he would sacrifice practice and instead attend to my needs, he would always make my day, my problems vanishes when he is present, but alas he is my bestfriend. I never took the courage to confess to him knowing the chance of rejection and the risk of our long friendship.
As time passes by, different problems I chose to neglect and pile up has finally caught up with me. To the point that even presence of the silver haired man couldn't decrease my stress and anxiety. He wasn't my comforter anymore. Nobody was anymore.

I can't find comfort in this world anymore.

I slowly start changing my style of clothing lessening the flesh visible, but I continued to put a mask and acted like nothing was about to erupt.

And now here I am done. Done with life and choosing to end it with a goal to finish. As I knocked and close the wooden door behind me and approached the boy. "Hey, you ok?" I ask the obvious question. He smiled and replied nodding, "Yep thanks for visiting me. I really appreciate it (Y/N)". We chatted for a while but the atmosphere of it was different. It wasn't filled with cheer and laughs instead it only showed worry, melancholy, and coughing.

Koushi's POV
Something was different with (Y/N) today. She seems sadder than usual. Is she ok? Is it because I'm sick? No I've been sick before she didn't act like this. So why then? She sounded more serious. I have a bad feeling about this.

"Hey Koushi," she said as she handed me a cup of water and started a new conversation. I took it from her hand, soft as ever, while stealing a glance of her (e/c) orbs. I took a sip from the glass, placed it down the coffee table, and replied with a hum as I gulped the water down. "We've been friends for a long time now and-" she was cut off by the sound of the wind entering my home from the open slide door in the balcony. I shivered. She must've noticed because she stood up and held the side of the slide door but didn't proceed in closing it. "Uh, as I was saying we've been great friends for a long time now and I couldn't help but,..." she paused. Do I think she's going to say what I think she's going to say? Hope grew in me.

Reader's POV
It's almost near,
the end.
"Uh, as I was saying we've been great friends for a long time now and I couldn't help but,...". I paused. Who knew putting feelings into words would be so hard? "(F/N)...."
"Damn, I'm sorry Koushi I really like you. Like really like you." I splurged out. Well that's the start.
As the sick male sat there wide eyes, I continued "um, you always make me feel fluffy inside and distract me from my problems just by being you, but of course when we get older the more problems grew. Somehow you couldn't destress me anymore. Nobody can. I felt so, so, s-" I got interrupted by his angelic voice.
"(L/N) (F/N) what happened to you? (Coughs) This isn't you. I can help you with your problems. Didn't you ever think of asking me? (F/N) I lo-"
"No you can't! You see Koushi I came here to tell you that I loved you and end it all!" I felt a drop. I stepped onto the balcony and closed the glass slide door behind me.

Koushi's POV
As I saw a tear shed from her beautiful orbs, I moved to stand up. But as soon as I was on my feet she was already on the other side of the glass door. I rushed to the door. Locked. I looked up to see a girl climbing the ledge.
I hastily unlocked the door, slid it open. Then she fell.

"Ugh!" I groaned as I grabbed her wrist with one hand and the other on the ledge to support us. I looked at her terrified and destroyed yet precious face as she stared into mine as well. "Koushi just let me go!" She screamed.
"No (F/N)! What are you even thinking? I love you too!" I retorted.
"It's good to know that." She said with a smile. A smile I haven't seen in a long time. I missed it. I loved it. Unfortunately, my weak body couldn't handle holding onto her for long.
Slowly, my grip began to loosen. I raised my other hand but it was too late.
"NO!" I screamed as I saw saw her body getting smaller and smaller to end up crashing down. I was practically crying the whole Pacific Ocean. I quickly ran out of my apartment, not even closing the door. "Why (F/N)?! Y-you can just leave like that!" I shouted at myself like a maniac as I run down the stairs.
I exited the building only to turn my head and see your shattered body bathing in a pool of your crimson blood.

Reader's POV
Its good to know that.
Its good to know that now that I'm not existing in this world anymore. I don't have to feel the weight on my shoulders.
Its good to know that now my bestfriend can find someone better.
Its good to know that I had a chance.
Its good to know that he loved me.

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I wanted make a sad one. To put something interesting in this book yah know?
This was actually inspired by the movie "A Silent voice" so hehehehe comment if you get the scene reference.
Well hope you guys liked it!