Deceitful Seduction

Kabanata 3

"Lorraine..." mahina lamang ang boses niya pero rinig ko ito.

I don't want him near me. I don't even want to see his face after what he did to me! I was violated!

"Please, you need to eat."

Nanatili lang ako sa may headboard ng kama. My heart is beating frantically. Ramdam ko pa rin ang panginginig ko. Ang nga haplos niya na parang kinakadirihan ko na.

"Lorraine Keziah, don't make me angry. You know what I can do." his voice got darker and serious when he said that.

Umiling ako habang nanatiling tulala at hindi siya binalingan kahit na isang tingin.

"What? You'll force and violate me a-again?" My voice broke.

I jolted when he suddenly touched my bare legs. Mas napaatras pa ako habang biglang nanginig dahil sa takot na naramdaman.

Nakita ko ang pagtagis ng bagang niya dahil sa bigla kong pag galaw dahil lang sa haplos niya. I'm still trembling but instead of taking his hand off my legs, he suddenly pulled me like how he pulled me when he forced me!

"S-stop!" I screamed.

The images from earlier kept on playing inside my mind. Kahit anong gawin ko para ialis iyon sa isip ko, hindi ko magawa.

"Calm the fuck down! I'm not gonna fuck you right now. Not when you're still sore. You need to eat."

Wow, I feel so special. Well damn you, Hypnosius! I am not a toy that you only fuck!

"Damn you! I'd rather starve myself than eat whatever that came from you!" I screamed as I shrieked from his tight grip.

I saw how his eyes got darker as I said those words. Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkakahawak niya sa hita ko. It feels like it's going to leave a mark.

"Bitawan mo ako! Demonyo ka!"

He licked his lips as his stares got intense. "If I can't make you follow me in a nice way, then let's do this in the hard way."

My heart pounded so hard when he went on top of me and removed the comforter that's covering my body. My eyes widened when he removed his boxer shorts and and his hardness sprang free. Shit. Shit.

"No!!" I screamed my lungs as I wiggled harder from his grip. Parang baliw na ako sa sobrang kakawala ko sakanya but still, he acted like he heard nothing from me.

I felt the sharp pain when he penetrated his maleness into mine. Ramdam na ramdam ko ang hapdi dahil sa mabilisan niyang pagpasok, walang foreplay, walang kahit ano para dumulas ako.

"F-fuck you..." My voiced trembled as the tears fell from my eyes.

Parang uhaw na uhaw siyang aso na patuloy na umuulos sa pagitan ko. Hard. Rough. Painful. Too painful to handle.

"I am fucking you, Lorraine." He said as he dived into my neck and suckled my skin. It's gonna leave a mark there.

Wala na akong nagawa at pinabayaan na lamang siya habang patuloy lang akong umiiyak dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman. He's really gone. I don't know anymore kung sino ang halimaw na umaangkin sakin ngayon.

Ilang sandali pa ay naramdaman ko ma ang semilya niya na pumupuno sakin. He came inside me again. I know what will happen if this continues. I know the consequences and thoae consequences will hurt my sister big time.

I don't know what happened next but I woke up next day, my body aching everywhere and a note with a food beside my bedside table.

Kahit masakit ang katawan pinilit kong bumangon para kunin at basahin ang note.

Eat and don't starve yourself. - H

Even though I don't want to eat, I'm starving kaya kinain ko na lang ang pagkaing nasa harapan ko.

I went to shower after eating, hindi ko alam kung saan nanggaling ang mga damit na nasa isang cabinet sa kwartong to pero noong pinakialaman ko, size ko lahat.

After cleaning my body, humiga ako sa kama. I wanted to get out but the door is locked outside. And also I want to lock my room para hindi siya makapasok but I know that I can't do that. Not when I am inside his territory.

I closed my eyes tightly, stopping myself from remembering those filthy memories of his beastly deeds to me. I don't want this to happen. To taint his memories with dirty ones. Not when I love him. But I just can't stop thinking about it. Not when he violated me over and over again.

STONE MIKAELSON