True love

How do i say Goodbye

Alexus POV
It's like six in the morning me Quin and Des decided to go lay with mom and dad I picked up a sleeping Lo on the way to their room... Quin knocks on the door

Mommy sleepily:"yes"

Des:"we want to lay with yall"
You hear shuffling for a little while mom keeps saying stop Dwayne I'm already tired and the kids are at the door... after what seems like forever they both open the door mom has on one of daddies shirts and daddy has on basketball shorts while he holds moms waist they both so giggly

Des:"yall gunna let us in"

Mommy:"yea but can one of yall go grab new sheets from downstairs"

Des:"eww fr yall"

Mommy:"what y'all know yall dad drools"

Quin:"it's more then drool on them sheets I'm going back to my bed"

Des:"me too"

Dad laughing:"we grown and married shut up"

Me:"what's on the sheets"

Mommy laughing:"daddy had a little accident"

Daddy laughing:"uh uh yo mom dad it was squirting every where"
She playfully slaps him

Mommy laughing:"why would you tell her that"

Dad:"you started"

Mom:"whatever you and Lo still want to sleep with us"
I nod my head they know I'm to scared to go all the way downstairs by myself so daddy gets the new sheets.. they both brush they teeth for some odd reason they finna go right back to sleep I just don't understand... daddy lays behind mommy then Lo sleeps between me and mommy of course I want to be closer to them but I wouldn't want my little sister to roll off the bed... I deserve the best big sister award anyways I start to doze off to sleep but I can hear them talking

Dad:"you like the wedding... when I get we gunna do it bigger you'll get to pick up dress and all that plus we will have a better honey moon"

Mom:"I loved it Dwayne I just wished this would've lasted longer you know 8 pm ain't that far away"
She starts to cry and run he fingers over me and Los face

Dad:"I know ma and I'm sorry but once I'm done with this I'm getting out the game it's just gunna be me you and the kids"

Mom:"we can't just run away change our identities anywhere is good just as long as I got you and the kids"

Dad:"that would be nice... but that's just a dangerous situation I don't want to have to live in fear of getting caught every day and if I run from it now the consequences only gunna be worse"

Mom:"you right"

Dad:"look at me niya... this ain't gunna be forever you know... so for now I need you to be that ride or die you claiming so hard to be take care of our kids do you job and try to get me out alright"

Mommy laughing:"alright baby I love you"

Daddy:"I love you too ma"

Mommy:"your ride or die got you you know that right"

Daddy laughing:"I know my little white girl want to be black got me"
Aniya laughs holds me and Lo closer daddy pulls her closer they keep joking but soon I doze off

Couple hours later

Daddy picks me and loren up I smell food so instantly I jump up

Daddy laughing:"morning princess"

Me:"morning daddy what did mommy cook"

Dad:"I cooked yall some breakfast"
A worried look spreads across my face