Don't Watch Me Cry

Chapter 9

Nali Pov
     I finished showering & putting on my clothes , I put my phone to charge while texting Kasim

Kasim 💕: you done ?
                             Me: Yea , that was a good ass shower
Kasim💕: oh really? you left my ass
                              Me: you was perfectly fine
Kasim💕: yea yea Ft me mamas

I then heard the doorbell ring , that's probably Grandma since she went to bring some stuff to her sister house after the party , her silly ass probably can't find her keys

*back to texting*
                            Me: give me a sec , lemme go get the door 😂
Kasim💕: aii ma

I ran down to go get the door , it was Rome ass at the door
"what do you want ?" i said with a full blown attitude

"can i come in ?" he said looking down

I reluctantly let him in , "what ?" i said crossing my arms

"okay well first i brought your favorite snacks as an apology gift & i came to apologize" he said sitting down

i just closed the door and stood there

"can you sit down ?" he said making space

i went over to sit down

"im sorry about the whole sex video thing , i thought i sent it to myself" he said grabbing my hands

"fuck you mean you thought you sent it to yourself rome , why did you make one in the first place ?" i said

"na cause i was deleting photos and vids in my phone for space & ian wanna lose the vid & when i was sending it i was high asf and not really paying attention" he said looking down

"whatever" i said opening my drink , we just sat there and just watched whatever came on tv

I got up to throw away my trash and i started to feel really weak and light headed , "r-rome" my words started to slur

i was about to fall but he caught me , "shhhh don't make this hard for me" he said hushing me , i started crying , i was able to gather some strength to get out of his grip i started running but I gained weakness and i ended up knocking over a lamp in the process

I heard someone walking downstairs, i looked over and saw zayne , I didn't need him down here , i tried to make Rome's attention direct towards me but Rome wasn't worried about me at the moment he walked over to zay , i saw Rome reach behind him , i was blacking out , i heard shots and a body thud , i was able to open my eyes one more time & saw zy's body on the floor , he looked so lifeless , despite how weak i was I can feel my heart psychically breaking in a million pieces , i closed my eyes
Am i dead ?
Rome really shot my 6 year old brother ?
Why me ? WHY ME ?