Don't Watch Me Cry

Chapter 43

Nali Pov

I was on my computer just doing a little shopping for Christian and I , get some matching sneakers and stuff , I had Criminal Minds on and i heard the door open

"Christian baby , is everything okay ?" i said while adding things to my cart

"i missed you" i heard someone say that didn't sound like Christian at all

I looked up and saw Kasim standing there with his annoying ass smirk

"omg omg" i said jumping up

he laughed , "i missed you sooooo muchhh baby" i said getting up to hug him

"i missed you too" he kissed me and mid kiss he looked up , "NALI MOVE" he said pushing my aside

I looked and i saw some guy , i couldn't see his face clearly , he had a gun in his hand and he shot Kasim in the head and left

Kasim was on the floor bleeding , "OMG" i yelled to the point where i lost my voice , i couldn't breath speak , i couldn't hear my voice anymore everything just went completely mute , i looked down and Kasim mouthed the words "I love you" and then completely stopped breathing

I shot up and woke up breathing really heavily and sweating , it was midnight , and the light from my tv was on with "Are You Still Watching ?" on netflix

I got up and went to Christian room to check up on him

"hey hey come sleep with me tonight" i said picking him up

he sat his head on my shoulder and I went into the room and laid him down and as soon as he laid down he woke up ... oops

"tv" he said all sleepy

i lightly laughed and put on his show and i cuddled up with him , i started crying this shit just gets harder and harder

"why you cry" Christian said looking up

"im just sad papa" i said wiping my tears

"mama why sad" he said

woah

"just miss dad that's all" i said

he grabbed my hand and he fell asleep

i also fell asleep shortly after

the next day

Lala Pov

I was at the grocery store just buying some stuff when I saw Andrea , Ms.Travis granddaughter... it would probably be weird of me to walk up to her and say hi especially since she was with someone & how things was left off when we last seen eachother

I just brushed it off and kept shopping , i finished up and went to the cashier and paid for my stuff , I then realized that she was behind me so i decided to pay for her stuff as of well

"hey im paying for their stuff as of well here" i said handing my card to the lady

i finished bagging my stuff up and walked outside to my car

"hey you didn't have to do that" i heard her say

"yea well i wanted to" i said

"thank you , um this is my sister Rue" she said

"hi nice to meet you " i said

"nice to meet you too" she said a little shy

"ok well i have to go , it was nice seeing you" i said walking off

"you too" she said

i got in my car and drove home

this apartment is so empty without Nali living here , i miss her being here i miss all my girls we need to go out or atleast spend a night together