Don't Watch Me Cry

Chapter 16

Ace Pov
I was just layed up with queen , she was knocked out . We just had some sex it was ight ... she clearly had the time of her life though . I was just on my phone scrolling through instagram and watching some snaps , Nali hasn't posted shit in a lil minute ... matter of fact let me get her off my mind frfr im done with her .

I realized she called me but i was half sleep when she called and i was way to tired to argue n shit .

I went to sleep afterwards and now I realized she left a voicemail. I went to go listen but i got up and went downstairs.

I was listening to the voicemail and she was drunk as fuck , like about to pass out drunk . i was so confused i was laughing at first until she started talking about some goodbye , i called her back over and over again no answer .

my heart started beating so fast , i ran to get my keys and i put on my shoes

"bae where you going ?" queen said all sleepy

"to the trap , niggas bugging" i said

"okay baby" she crawled up to me wrapping her arms around me and kissing my cheek

i kissed her then left

I started calling Ms.Gigi but she wasn't answering so i resulted in calling 911

I pulled up at her house and the cops and ambulance made it there already

"Kasim" Ms. Gigi said crying

"what happened ?" i turned around with my heart nearly dropping to my ass thinking the worst

"Nali tried to kill herself , idk if she is okay the paramedics took her and wasn't telling me much" she said wiping her tears

"kasi" zayne said looking so tired

"hey lil man , im bout to go to the hospital want me to take zayne with me ?" i asked Ms.Gigi

"yes please take him" she said walking away so she could make her way to the hospital

20 minutes later

I made it to the hospital and we was in the waiting room waiting

"family of Nali Fletcher" we got up and walked to her

"Nali is okay she had deep cuts on her arm so we had to give her stitches , we was able to pump her stomach from the pills she took and we gave her something to help with all of alcohol she drunk"

"omg" Ms gigi said while sitting down

"she's somewhat awake but she's very very very tired , if you would like to see her you an but 1 by one" she said

"Kasim you can go first" Ms.gigi said rubbing her head

"follow me" the doctor said

i followed her and went inside

"oh and baby is just fine , one strong baby to fight through all of that" she said before closing the door

baby ?

I sat down next to Nali and held her hand

"oh Nali im so sorry" i said kinda tearing up

she squeezed my hand

i looked up

"Nali"

"kasim" she said weakly

she looked over at me and started crying

"shh don't cry" i said sitting besides her and wiping her tears

"kasim im so sorry" she said

"oh luv you don't got to be sorry it's okay" i said rubbing my fingers through her hair

Nali is so beautiful even when she's like this . I feel like a piece of shit for leaving her all alone

"Nali what baby ?" i said

"kasim Tyrell got me pregnant" she said crying really hard

"and that's why you tried to kill yourself ?"

she nodded slowly

"Nali we gonna get through this , I swear to you"

"we ? THERE IS NO WE you left me , all i have is myself" she said snatching her hand away

"and im so sorry about that , i should've known better and shouldn't have rushed you into anything you weren't ready for" i said grabbing her hand again

"Kasim i love you so much , but i can't love you correctly if i don't love myself" she said wiping her tears

"Nali im here for you always , i wanna help you heal from the demons of your past , but I can't help you if you don't wanna help yourself" i said

"Kasim ... it's so hard ... so hard i have no hope for my happiness . I feel so lost and broken and empty it hurts me everyday to wake up and feel the same shitty way I felt yesterday that I know i will feel tomorrow" she said putting her head down

"Nali" i started

"it's okay Kasim" he said

i just kissed her hand

3 days later

Nali Pov
I was doing better , i felt better . The doctors wanna keep me in here for one more day and they referred me to a psychologist for me to start seeing when i get discharged . I met with her today and we just had a brief conversation . She has a strong feeling that im going to be okay and feel much better I just need to put the work in .. i kinda like her already

Kasim came to see me everyday , and brought me food everyday

He told me about his girlfriend and it's like i can't be mad .. he not my man but i also feel like shit cause im inlove with him

Sage and Sincere is here now and im telling them about Kasim

"guys im inlove with Kasim ... but he has a whole girlfriend right now" i said sighing

"Nali , Kasim gonna come to his senses soon his punk ass , im gonna punch him in his shit when i see him" Sage said

Sincere laugh at her , " Nali , Kasim is not taking that girl as seriously as you think trust me" he said leaning back

"what you mean" i said

"look we all know that Kasim loves you with all his heart , it's more than obvious. But in his eyes you broke his heart and he needed a distraction from you" he said

" i didn't mean to hurt him , he knows how much i love him" i said looking down

"yea but there's a difference from loving someone as a friend and loving someone as a lover .. you combined the two but it's, it's normal he treats you amazing in both ways y'all just need to communicate better cause y'all suck with that one" he said laughing at the end

"no forreal y'all really do suckkkk" sage said laughing

"shut up" i said laughing

"just have a sit down with him and just talk , don't argue , listen and understand" sage said

i just nodded my head "i love y'all" i said

"i love you too" they said together