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~Two Matching Hearts~ (Pannacotta Fugo)

Just need to say that this is a Valentine's special but I totally forgot about Valentine's so have this now. Also a few spoilers for Part 5 and it gets a bit angsty. Like thoughts of worthlessness and stuff. If you're okay with that then continue on!

This was frustrating. He was frustrating. I know he's smart and has a high IQ but as of right now, it certainly doesn't seem like it. I feel like I've dropped so many hints and he still seems completely oblivious. But I think the only way to do this is be direct about it. And I'll have that opportunity in a few days.

Fugo's POV

In two days, it would be Valentine's Day. Honestly, I was kinda anxious for this day. I have something I need to confess and that seems a lot more difficult the closer the day comes. But I have everything planned out step by step so nothing fails. I've written it on a checklist and pinned it to my cork board as well. Hopefully I'll get to check off all the boxes though.

Step One: Buy a bouquet of roses
Step Two: Buy a box of heart chocolates
Step Three: Bring Y/N to the garden at sunset
Step Four: Confess
Step Five: End up with the most perfect girlfriend (hopefully)

I mean, it seems simple at first glance, it's relatively simple. But actually going through with it? That's a bit more of a different story. I feel like when I have my self under control, I can think pretty clearly. But even though I am under control, when I'm around her it doesn't work the same way. Why am I like this? It's absolutely pathetic that I act in such a way. I could be better.

Suddenly, I feel a pain in my fist. I look up to see the new hole in the wall that I've just made. Wow, and the only way I can deal with that is by acting outrageously. I'll never have a delightful girl like Y/N with the way I am. She's probably scared of me...

Y/N's POV

Bam! I jolted up at the sudden noise. But it didn't take much to know what it was. It was Fugo. As much as I liked him, he did have his problems. But they were understandable and I want to help. So, I always check up on him when this happens.

I set down my book and walked down the corridor to Fugo's room. I knocked lightly and called his name.
"Y/N? Yeah, come in."
"Hey, I heard a loud noise," I gestured to the new hole in his wall. "Are you okay?"
"I uh, I'm fine."
"Are you sure? Things don't seem fine." I walked over and sat down on his bed next to him, placing my hand on his knee.
"Yeah. I'm sure." He raised his voice slightly and I could feel his muscles tense up. But I could see the regret in his eyes immediately. "Sorry..." He murmured just barely audible. The only thing I could think to do was rub circular motions on his knee as it seemed to comfort him.

Fugo's POV

     "Yeah. I'm sure." As soon as I said that, I realized that I just raised my voice at someone who I care for while they're trying to help me. God, I'm so pathetic that I push away everyone. She probably hates me. How could I be so stupid. I just have to get away for now before I hurt her anymore. But first, I need to apologize. "Sorry..." Just a sad little 'sorry' was all I was able to say? I definitely don't have a shot with her.

     "Fugo?"
     "Huh? Oh..." I snapped back to reality. How long have I been spaced out. She hates me more than I hate myself by now. "Just, I'm gonna go get some water." I stood up suddenly and stormed out of the room. Why? I don't know but I need to calm down. She knows how much of a sad, helpless piece of shit I am. I can't confess. And I won't. I can't bear the thought of being so vulnerable and then getting rejected.

Y/N's POV

     Suddenly, Fugo stormed out after saying he was going to get water. Was it something I said? Maybe there's something going on that he's not telling us. I know I shouldn't snoop, but it's for his better, right?

     I started around his book shelf to see if he kept a journal. But to no avail, there was nothing. Only history books and a few about physics and such. I noticed he kept a cork board however and walked over to it. Just notes about appointments and reminders about chores. But next to that, there appeared to be a checklist?

     I read it to myself and couldn't believe it. Fugo liked me? And was planning to confess on Valentine's? He sure is good at hiding it because it really didn't seem like that. My face was red and I looked up to see an embarrassed Fugo standing in the door way.

Fugo's POV

After getting myself back under control, I walked back to the room where I left Y/N. I pushed open the door to see her at my cork board reading a note. Wait, a checklist? Oh no. I didn't say anything. Instead, I was just frozen. My face got red and the negative thoughts came back. I messed everything up because I can't manage a few simple steps. That's how useless I am. She looked up at me with rosy cheeks and held eye contact. I just stared back, unknowing what to do.

"Fugo, you wanted to confess to me?" I can't manage anything out so I jus nod my head. She stepped closer and looked down at her fingers.
"Heh, that's funny." She smiled softly. As cute as that was, I couldn't help but feel horrible she finds it so funny. She knows how far I am below her time. "Because," She stopped my thinking and I listened. "I was planning to do the same thing." Of course she likes someone else. Probably Giorno. He is charming and the boss of Passione. I was traitor. Of course she hates me.

"I was stupid to think that you wouldn't have someone else in mind." I turn my head dejectedly and started away from her. But she grabbed my hand and I looked back at her.
"What are you talking about?"
"You said you were gonna do the same thing. So you were gonna go confess to someone else."
"Fugo, sometimes I question your intellect. I was talking about you. I was going to confess to you." She gave me that same smile.
"Actually? You like me....?"
"Of course, dummy. I feel like I've tried to make it painfully obvious. I want to be with you."
" I want to be with you. But I messed up the confession and you probably think you deserve better. And you do. But it's too late now..." I felt a pair of small arms wrap around my waist and felt her head buried into my chest.
"It was perfect. I wouldn't have it any other way. I love you, Pannacotta Fugo." I returned her gesture as I rested my head on top of hers.
"I love you too, Y/N."

There we were. Standing in my room in each other's arms. I wanted to protect her but I knew she was protecting me. But she was protecting me from myself. I could never thank her enough. I could feel my heart beat fast and hers too. Two hearts. Two matching hearts.

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A/N

Hope you enjoyed this late Valentines special. Sorry for the bit of angst. I just love Fugo and can't imagine him any other way. I feel like people judge him too much because he left the Bucciarati gang. I'm not going to go into it but he definitely doesn't deserve the hate. Anyways see you later gamers.💖