"Are you ready to go " blake asked as I came into view
That's when he realised I was crying
Not the ones you cry when your happy but sad
Imagine waiting for eight years only for your brother to disown you two days after your birthday
I hated that we were related... This is the third person to disown me
And about the timbers ..I felt like a burden ..since I came they have just been problems
I like to imagine their life before I came
Pathetic
Slut
Useless
DisownedMy subconscious mind kept telling me making me hate myself even more
I wanted to die so badly
Blake came and hugged me pulling me to his chest. .he couldn't even drive because of me
But I just couldn't let him go .... I kept my face hidden on his chest tears running freelyAm I really a burden to them ? If only I could read their eyes and know what is truly happening
I promise when I get better I'll go see da- dexter and tell him everything I really needed him
Blake wrapped a protective arm around me and took out his phone ... I felt a buzz before a voice started speaking
"Hi man ... can you pick me and my sis up we're at dazzle street ...just come with a taxi "
He didn't wait for the response and just hang up
"What did he say to you" Blake asked
He looked angry
Not 'you ate my pizza' more like 'I'm gonna kill you '
I always thought he was a chill guy....
"I don't know ... Blake I'm sorry for being a burden "
"No sister of mine is a burden ... you understand that and whatever he said is not true "
"I feel like it's not but it still stings"
My eyes started becoming heavier
Last thing I remember seeing was a man pull over before I shut my eyes
The next morning
I woke up in my room but at the same time it wasn'tIt had a slightly smaller bed and a few posters
It all led up to one believe ... I was kidnapped
I was about to run off when I felt a slow but heavy breathing
Blake? Of course it had to be blakes room
I slowly got out of bed and went to my room
I entered the bathroom and saw my face
Gosh I looked horrible
My eyes were swollen and puffy red .... I had a bit of makeup smashed in my face
I knew I said I wouldn't see him again but I had to
Not him him but dexter my dad
He always knew how to cheer me up but not today ... It had to be I don't know maybe tomorrow or next week
If you hadn't notice we closed school
.... I washed my face and took a long hot relaxing shower
I mean I could look worse
I ended up on a black hoodie and jungle green shorts
I did a two peace sign with my hand and gently went down for breakfast
I enter to see all siblings. ... just looking at them made me want to stop my negative self
'I gotta be strong for them ' I reminded myself
I sat on my usual spot between Jayden and lucas
"So how was the concert " lucas said wiggling his eyebrows
I guess Blake didn't tell them and I was greatful
We all had a loud thug and followed the noise to see Blake his head on the table
"I told you guys not to mention the concert " Blake glared at lucas
Who just shrugged and raised his hands up in surrenderI realised Jackson was a waste of time instead of crying useless tear for the one sibling who dislikes me I should instead smile at the 8 who adore me
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Fresh Beginnings
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