Fresh Beginnings

I failed

Coming downstairs I see mom  and dad...

"Guys where are you going " I say looking at them

"We are going to our first real anniversary " dad says holding two tickets

"What about you where are you going " mom says giving me the look

"Hayden came in my room because of my outburst gave him a nightmare I'd be back home before school " I say with a pleading look

They agree and wish them goodluck
Three weeks with no drama from as kids must be alright

I head in to the park and sit down ... I had my uniform incase I overstayed

"Young lady may we ask what your doing here " Cole asks hands on his waist

" I'm just..... sleeping? " I say though am not really in the mood of talking

"Are you lying " Ryan says and sits on one side

"Yeah " I said still not looking at them

"Then start talking what's wrong" he said kneeling in front of me as Cole occupies my other side

"Nothing really maybe the fact I suck being a sister " I say remembering my words

"Oh so you have a baby sibling and you don't know what to do " Cole says

"I have two sisters and they're nerve wrecking " Ryan says sighing

"I have three brothers and...a sister . " Damien whispers the last part

"I have a brother two years younger than us " he says dramatically

"You guys don't get it... I may have may have not told my siblings I don't want them and told the twins one is a mistake " the words make me tear up

"......wh.. wha.... why " Ryan says unable to find words

And I told them everything ... chloe and Diana already knew

"Well you gotta make it up to them " Cole says leaning against me

" I'm trying but it's hard considering they'll not speak to me " I say sighing

"Try faking an injury that will get them to speak " Damien says

"1) that's stupid and besides yesterday they proved they can do something without uttering a word " I say

That's when I notice the sunrise "I guess I should head back will meet at school "

I say then leave I can feel them staring

I reach home and make breakfast I go upstairs and get ready hayden already left

I put on my uniform and grab an apple before I meet up with Diana and chloe and we go to school

"So how did it go last night " Diana says jumping each thing she comes a cross

She almost smashed into a wall

"They ignored me but I'll make it up to them " I say with a reassuring smile

"And will be there when you need us " chloe exclaims

We reach School and separate ...I have a class with Ryan

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The whole lesson the teacher kept telling me to concentrate even Ryan started hitting me when I didn't

"I know I'm sorry I'm sorry " I say when he repeatedly smacks my head

Soon we are in the last lesson  which i have  with Damien

PE → physical education