Fresh Beginnings

Thanks

"And this are Damien , Cole and Ryan " the last two seem to blush

I look at them and fake a tear they grew up already

"So you guys failed the test " I ask the girls

As the idiots look at us confused "well I did Diana just tagged along " chloe said

"The boys didn't come with you " Diana asks

Making me remember last night's outburst

They notice my look and give me the 'explain later ' and changed the subject

"Wait what test and boys "Damien asks

"And you say women are not complicated " Ryan says throwing his hands up in defeat

Chloe smacks his head then realisation strikes and they both blush

I ship....

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Before I can react I'm  basically walking home.. I slowly open the door and find everyone's bag on the floor but there upstairs

Mom  gives me a small wave and continues with the dishes

I find dad watching TV in his room ... I walk up to him .... He looks deep in thought

"Thanks dad ... you were right this was the best school" this makes him snap out of his gaze

"It's alright just like the fact you like it " he says but not in his carter mood

"I'm sorry dad ... I know I was angry but I don't mean any word I said "

He smiles then ruffles my hair ...I really failed them

Later at night mikey calls me for dinner

He too looks upset

I head downstairs .. everyone's there but they are silently eating occasionally talking

"I just wanted to say I'm  sorry... I didn't mean a thing I said " I say

They just stare back blankly. . I don't deserve to Sit next to them so I grab my plate put some food at go to the kitchen

I sit on the floor and start eating

How should repay them ... sorry isn't enough

I was so much in thought that I didn't see them sit beside me all until I feel a spoon with food fed to me

I look at the owner shocked to find all of them

"What are you guys doing here " I say looking at them as I eat there food

Maya points to her food. .. I slowly get up and head to the living room grabbing all the pillows

I make my way to them I lift mikey up and make sit on the edge of one and maya the other

The rest follow route
"Don't stay on the floor to long at going to bed "

I pick up my plate and put my leftover food on a container and attempt to leave

Keyword 'attempt ' instead a hand pulls me back and sat on lucas lap

Mikey grabs the container and starts feeding me ... my attempt to protest are useless

I finish and get up ... i glance at them then leave

I reach my room and start banging my head

Carter walks in and drags me to my bed he kisses my forehead then leaves

I guess they plan never to talk to me

at around midnight
"I can't sleep " a voice says

"Then come in " I said move to the side " you had a nightmare "

"Yeah. .. I dreamt that I was the mistake " hayden says

"Hayden I'm  sorry I had to be your big sister " I say as quiet as possible

Once I have confirmed he has slept I leave

I'm  not running away ... I Need fresh I'll be home before school starts