Over It

Two

Trinity

"What?" I asked Jinx who was chuckling as I got off my knees in front of him

"You got nut on yo face." He laughed and I sucked my teeth wiping it off

"I should've wiped it on you." I said sitting on his lap

I leaned in to kiss him and he pulled back "Hollup summer calling me." He said taking me off him and leaving my room

He cheats on her with me all the time but as soon as she calls hes up running to her, he treats her wring most of the time but he'll do anything for her and it irritates me.

I caught feelings for my bestfriend and he probably doesn't even notice. He probably thinks I'm just fine playing side chick but in all actuality I want him too

"Listen imma see you later Aiight? I gotta go."

I pouted "why you leaving me. I was gonna let you relive some stress."

"I'm finna go chill with my girl. I'll text you."

"No kiss?" I sighed but he was already out my door before I could finish my sentence
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Summer
"Thank you for coming with me lover." I smiled holding Jinx hand as we walked through the mall

I needed to grab a few things from the mall and also wanted to shop around while I was there but I didn't wanna go alone.

"Where were you? You wasn't busy right?"

"I was with Trinity but you know ion got no problem ditching her for you." He chuckled smacking my ass a few times before grabbing it

"Stop there's people around."

"I don't care." He chuckled "what you don't want people knowing you my girl or sum?" He joked and when I didn't respond He let go of my hand

"I didn't say that. It's obvious we're together I-I-I just-"

"Here you go with that damn stuttering."

"Your causing a scene and people are watching. It's making me nervous."

"But when you with your ghetto ass friend and y'all be twerking in stores you don't be nervous. Here hold yo own damn bags and let's go." He said handing me my bags
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"Why are we going towards your house. I wanna go home."

"We are going home." He smirked

"Jinx seriously I wanna go to my house. I don't wanna be around you."

He ignored me as he continued driving towards his house

"JONATHAN TAKE ME THE FUCK HOME."

He reached over and slapped me and then He grabbed my chin forcefully so that I was looking at him "I AINT ASK YOU WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO. We gon go to my crib you gon help me bag some week, we gon order food for dinner, you gon give me some pussy and we gon take a shower and go to bed. Ion care what you wanna do. You know how much money I spent on you today? You think I wanted to do that?" He chuckled "HUH."

"No. I'm sorry." I Said quietly

"Speak the fuck up man. You walk around all day like yo ass is scared."

I met Jonathan when I was 17, working at forever 21. I always worked on the floor so I wouldn't have to speak to as as many costumers. He was shopping for a female and asked me for help. He brought up the fact that I seemed nervous and I was of course. I started running into him everywhere after, and one day he asked me for my number. I gave him my snapchat and eventually my number when I turned 18. We've been together every since. He hates that I have anxiety and uses it against me even though I'm fine around him. When he notices were somewhere like with his family and I'm having a panic attack he won't even help me he just starts bitching. I know some times I'm hard to deal with so I cant blame him for how he acts
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"You all up in your phone like you not trynna chill with me."

"I was just telling Normani I wasn't gonna come over tonight. We were supposed to have a girls night." I said putting down my phone and laying next to him

"So that's why you wanted to go home right? You'd rather spend time with her then me?"

"I never said that."

"Tell her to get a life."Jonathan and Normani don't get alone very well because he feels like she'll try to break us up cause she doesn't like him.

He pulled me close to him "I wanna go on a little baecation. You down to go out the country?"

I smiled "yes of course. I've been wanting to go away just the two of us."

"Well trinity would come too."

I sat up taking his arm from around me "how is that a baecation if she's there? Why can't it just be us? Why does she always have to be around."

"What are you jealous of our friendship?"

"WHAT IF I AM?" I Said standing

"I done told you bout yelling at me." He stood walking over to me "I'm trynna have a simple conversation, you could've just said yes you jealous and boom conversation dropped and I wouldn't bring her but I think you forgot who the fuck I am. I control this damn relationship summer you do what the fuck i say." He said as he forcefully pushed me on the bed

I simply sighed as he pulled up my dress deciding it would be better for me if I let him do as he pleased instead of trying to fight him and making it worse for myself. He was right, I have been being disrespectful lately