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London
Me: How come you been avoiding my messages? You good?
Summerwalker: Sorry I don't check my Instagram dms like that😕
Me: Damn so you just gon leave a real nigga inna dms like this?😭 come on link me tonight
Summerwalker: Not a good idea.. I have a boyfriend remember?
Me: Yes, I don't mean like that, come to the studio. You told me you'd do a song with me. Don't front..
Summerwalker: Fine send the address —- I started at Summer out the corner of my eye as she came up with melodies. She was an excellent singer, and she's beautiful. She's diffrent, I love her sound. It's not hard to notice that she's shy but it's like all that goes away while she's singing..
"I got nothing.." she said "I love this beat and don't want to change it but I've got absolutely no words."
"What's something you feel strongly about at the moment?" I asked
"Why, how is th-"
"Just tell me." I said cutting her off "you so stubborn." I chuckled
"Okay fine. I don't like how there's a standard to what woman can say but when men say it it's fine."
"Meaning what? Elaborate for me?"
"Girls can never j-just s-say..." she stuttered as our eyes met so she quickly looked away "girls can never just say I want to fuck without being looked at as unladylike, but men say it and woman are just supposed to jump up and hop to it." She shrugged
"Okay. Interpret that into your music-"
She slightly chucked "what? No I can't say something like that, Jinx would probably be-"
"It don't matter what anybody else feel bout your music ma. It's yours. You say what you feel. Be honest.."
We sat for just about an hour and wrote until we finally felt finished enough to go into the booth —
Honestly
Honestly, I'm tryna stay focused You must think I've got to be joking when I say I don't think I can wait I just need it now Better swing my way
I just need some dick I just need some love Tired of fucking with these lame niggas baby I just need a thug
Won't you be my plug aye You could be the one aye Start with a handshake baby Imma need more than a hug
Girls can't never say they want it Girls can't never say how Girls can't never say they need it Girls can't never say now
Girls can't never say they want it Girls can't never say how Girls can't never say they need it Girls can't never say now oh now
Give it to me like you need it, baby Want you to hear me screaming heavy breathing I don't need a reason baby I wanna take and find I can give it to you right babe oh
I wanna be your healing I can be real good Please don't get in your feelings Aye I need some love Aye I need some love Aye I need some love Aye and you can't judge
Girls need love too (yeah) Girls girls need love too Girls need love (let me tell you something) Girls need love (girls need loving too) Girls need love too So what's a girl to do when she needs loving too
Her voice is like magic. I feel like it speaks to me and I'm a man, I can't even really relate to this song. The studio is where she belongs.
"How was that?" She asked as she sat next to me
"That was amazing. Your great, not many people can sing a whole song with no auto tune or anything added to their vocals like that you know. Your special."
"Thanks but you don't have to make me feel good. You probably got people way more deserving then me wanting to work with you." She shrugged looking down
In that moment I wasn't sure what happened. I lifted her chin so she was looking me directly in my eyes and I pulled her closer until our lips met. We kissed for a what felt like a life time before she pulled away
"Um if you don't mind i-I-I'm gonna get going."
"Summer wait-"
"I gotta go. Uh dm me the song when your done." She said grabbing her things and running out the room
I know I should've done that but she's a beautiful talented girl who doesn't know her worth. I wanna be the one to show her what she's worth. I want To call her every morning and let her know how beautiful I think she is. I get it's not my place but she's doing something to me. She's making me feel a way I've never felt about any other female and I don't even know her like that.
