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Summer I looked at myself cry in the mirror as I thought to myself. I hated the way I was shaped. I wanted that perfect bottle shaped figure and I didn't have it. My breast didn't sit where I wanted them to. I didn't like my nose or my lips or even my hands. There was barely anything on my body I liked about myself. I've been in and out of the studio and the gym since I didn't want jinx to decide he didn't like my body either
Normani tells me all the time my body is fine And I'm beautiful how I am but I don't see it like that.
I didn't love myself and I could admit that. Everywhere I looked at my body was flawed to me. I used to think I was pretty but once I got with jinx guys didn't really attempt to talk to me anymore. No one made me feel pretty. Sometimes the little fans on my Instagram will gas my head up but I only recently started posting up there and they only see the pictures I want Them to see.
Jinx🧡😩 You trynna go out to eat tonight babymoms?
Me: Sure that's fine ☺️
Jinx doesn't give me that light up feeling that I used to get from in anymore. He doesn't make me feel beautiful especially not when he beats on me. He's sweet but only when he wants to be
@londonondatrack: I'm sorry about the other day, I know that was unprofessional. I over stepped my boundaries and that was disrespectful of me. I wanted to know if you wanted to work together again. Since Girls need love did so good. It's cool if you say no, id completely understand
For some reason London did give me that feeling. Almost like butterflies and it's crazy because all he has to do is send me a quick text and boom butterflies. I didn't feel shy texting him. Me: What if I told you I kinda liked it? I just felt it was inappropriate since I have a boyfriend lol
@londonondatrack I respect it lil mama. I won't cross your boundaries again until your single. How bout that 😭
Me: Agreed 🤔 Read at 5:41pm
Me: Don't just leave me on read like that. You got my attention now
@londonondatrack Sorry I'm working on some music for another artist right now lol
Me: Ooh okay, did you kiss them too? Or do I just get special treatment
@londonondatrack Well I'd hope me and a boogie weren't kissing but lol I don't kiss and tell. But here's a secret. Your the only artist I ever kissed
