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Summer "Do I even wanna ask why you got that shit in your house?" London asked over FaceTime
"I seen it at the store and thought she was cute. I want to put some clothes on her but she can't fit my pants so she's a nudist for now." I chucked fixing the hair on the skeleton
"How you feeling?"
"Nasty. I've been throwing up all day. I have really bad morning sickness." I pouted
"Where's ya baby daddy?" He asked
I sighed "He went to handle some business finally. He's been all up under me I and I don't have the heart to tell him I don't wanna be bothered." I said honestly
"Mm, you been writing any music? I know you pregnant and all but you needa get working on this EP. if you drop your EP when you have the baby you can take all the time off you need after that. Work hard now so you can have downtime later."
"Your right. Let me show you a song I've been working on. Maybe you can make a beat for me?"
"Come on. Let me hear."
I propped up my phone so he could see me and took a deep breath
"Why don't you tell me what she's got on me? I find it hard to believe that anyone, will love you as great as me I miss how your passion wake me out of my sleep Banging on my door at a quarter to three You play it safe so I guess you go with her But our society's outlook on me bet you choose me first No I'm not the type of girl you bring to mom But we've got a special bond You ain't the type of guy I bring to my dad But there's nowhere else I'd rather be Than with you, yeah, than with you You run the streets, you gettin' cash You livin' life, you spend it fast I say you run the streets, you gettin' cash You livin' life and you spend it fast Just like me, just like me Hey, why can't we just be back together? Oh yeah Tats on my face and you say you're ashamed But deep down I know you love it, you love The spark that I bring, the way that I sing, you love it (oh) I wear all black and you do the same You do your drugs and I have my ways I am a reflection of you So, stop playin' safe, so you go with her Well guess you'll be bored for the rest of eternity I know you love me and you know you do So, that's when you call and tell me it's true You run the streets, you gettin' cash You livin' life, you spend it fast I say you run the streets, you gettin' cash You livin' life and you spend it fast Just like me, just like me How you hate me for being like you baby? Ooh woah But when we make love things just be"
"Okay, we can work on a beat when you come in person but I'm fucking with it. It's different."
"Thanks. I felt like too many people in relationships question there relationship because of the judgement from other people you know."
"Is that how you feel in your relationship? Honestly?"
"I feel like Jinx wants to change me. Like he doesn't understand me. He wants me to fit society's definition of what a woman should be and that's not me." I shrugged "He doesn't like for me to hang around my friends, I haven't seen my bestfriend in months because he doesn't like her. It's like I have no control anymore."
"Summer why do you Listen? Your a grown ass woman making her own money. You understand you have a few diffrent streams of income coming in. You have money from YouTube for the videos you post, you have brands like fashion nova, pretty little thing reaching out to you to send you free clothes to take pictures in, you can charge people for Instagram promos if you feel like that's not enough."
"London I don't wanna talk about this right now.."
"That's fine. You think of any EP names?"
I shook my head no "I wanna include my name. Summer days, Summers almost over, Summer..."
"Last days of summer?"
"Last days of Summer. I fuck with that because right after I'll be going away to have a baby." I smiled "You smart."
"Not as smart as you beautiful." He smiled
"Stop it London." I said as I felt my cheeks burning
"Please come to the studio tomorrow."
"I-"
"Summer come on. I've been missing you, I haven't seen you in over a month now."
"Your not supposed to miss me London"
He sucked his teeth "I can miss you as a friend Summer. I just wanna be there for you in any way I can. I get that you don't want me to be in the way I want to but it's gonna take a lot more then saying that to get me to back down. I always get what I want." He smirked
"Even if I was single, I come with a lot of baggage. You don't want a girl with a baby." I said playing with my fingers
"Your right, I wouldn't want a girl with a kid but a woman with a kid? That's fine by me. Your a woman not a girl. Only a childish nigga would say he don't want a woman with a kid. I come with baggage too. I got a daughter."
"You do?" I asked
"How come you never told me?"
"You never asked. Come to the studio tomorrow night. Please?"
