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I woke up along side Sawn after a huge nap we had taken together it was middle of the day so we could go out and do a lot. He was also starting to wake up I decided to stay quiet let him wake up fully. I know for a fact that we both prefer to be silent when we first wake up it is just our thing we do. I got on my phone catching up with our friends who were back home on Instagram Kelly is whole mess but she's super funny.

"what you wanna do today we could go explore a bit I know some nice places", he said. 

"I am down you and I or the whole family?", I asked.

"Whoever wanna go it really don't matter to me as long as your by my side", he told me.

"Let me just change into something else and then we ask them if they want to go", I got out of bed and began picking an outfit.

"Aight I'll head down stair and let everyone know then we can see who is coming with us."

It took me a while but I found something to wear I still had many outfit choices I went a little overboard in packing clothes but it is a week we are here. We have already explored quite a lot in the first four days of being here so now we were just doing whatever we wanted to do we didn't plan anything for the last days. After picking out my outfit I put very light makeup just to feel a little bit more confident and then I went downstairs. 

"Who coming with us?", I asked. 

"No one we all decided we gonna go snorkeling in the beach with out y'all", Solange said.

"Ain't no problem we'll have fun doing something else", I said proudly. 

"Enjoy", my dad said.

Did it sting the fact that they are ditching us? Yes and no. We could get some time alone as a couple and do whatever we want without having to watch over someone else or having someone watching. 

"What we gonna do?", I asked Shawn. 

"Go on a drive to a special place you're gonna like it", he said.

"let's go" 

We got in his car a two seat with the top down feeling to air hit us as we drove off to wherever he was taking me. 

"You know you could of just fooled me into believing that you loved me in order so you can take me to this place alone to murder me. If you did you'd be quite smart but not enough to outsmart me", I said while thinking out loud.

"I didn't realize your issues where that deep but no I'm not trying to murder you I couldn't I love you much", I chuckled. 

"I hoped you would respond that it was just something random I thought that wouldn't be the first time I ended up in a similar situation. The people in Texas are crazy but I was a smart girl you couldn't fool if you wanted to", he looked at me.

"It was right before we left Texas I was like ten and this cousin of mine tried to convince me to stay with him instead of going to New York. It looks like no correlation we were closer than others when I said no he tried to keep me in his house. At first it wasn't obvious he was trying to keep me in there longer until I ended up in his room. My dad came looking for me and I was out of there then about a month later we found he killed someone else. He had made a list of people he wanted to kill and I was on top of the list", I explained. 

"remind to be on high alert if I meet your family from Texas"

"You'll be good most of my cousins are really nice I still keep up with them we all agree my mom is horrible. You know I have never heard much about your family what is yours like."