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"Why do you act like you have always spoken Spanish?", I asked. 

"I don't know I kind of wanted your dad to be the one to open the door", my mom said nervously. 

"Why did you come back? You abandoned us for your rich husband? How could you just drop two daughters? Did your perfect little rich family fail? Now you want to crawl back and say sorry. What are you doing here?!", I yelled. 

I was beyond angry to see her, the last time she just came to drop Solange off and decided she didn't want us anymore. She basically wanted me to go to het home so her husband can abuse me now she is back my door. 

"Beyoncé who is- oh what are you doing here?", my dad approached the door. 

"Quiero pedir que me perdones aun que se que no es facil y lo que hice es imperdonable, por favor no mas escuchame", she said/

(I wanted to ask you to forgive me and I know what I did is unforgivable just hear me out.)

"Ven vamos a mi cuarto."

(Let's go to my room.)

"COMO VAS HACER ESO NO SABES TODO EL DANO QUE A HECHO", I yelled. 

(how are you going to do that don't you know all the damage she has done)

"Te calmas o te calmo", he threatened.

(Calm down or I'll cam you down... sounds better in Spanish I can't think of a similar threat)

"You want us to take over cooking and call it a chill night", Kelly asked. 

"No I'll finish it right now", I said. 

I went to the fridge and got a drink this was a night I would need it for sure, I also began playing some music. Solange looked angered just like but she looked more optimistic. Obviously she messes her mom they were much closer than I was and that is okay I could never mess with that.

"What's going on? Why is mom here?", she asked me. 

"I don't know Solo but everything is going to be okay", I told her. 

"She can't do anything to you two we are here to protect you, she is gonna have to get through us, before she can get to you", Kelly said. 

"I am going to be taking it back to Mexico right now, y'all ready you gonna have to keep up with me", I turned my speaker on.

My choice of song was Mi Enemigo El Amor by Pancho Barraza it was a song talking about how he messed up his love, the chorus is what gets you. I was really getting into it I kind of ignored everything beside the food I was making. 

"Y por amorrrrr, le lloré como un chiquillo para pedirle perdón. Su corazónnnnn lastimado y ofendido me negaba su cariño ah Dios mío qué dolor" , I sang.

"Beyoncé !!!", my dad yelled. 

"What do you want?", I asked. 

"Don't try me Bey you know I could care less that you are an adult, I am still your father the one who did everything he could to raise you", he said. 

"Yeah I know I am sorry", I said lowly. 

"Jay is in the hallway waiting for you, and your mom wants to talk to you. I am not telling you to do it now but you are going to have to do it she is gonna be here for a week."

"Okay, I will talk to her later", I responded. 

"She also doesn't have a place to stay at I let her stay with us don't worry she will be in my room and not bothering you. I will make sure she doesn't talk to you unless you want to", he said.