Time to move on...

~Chapter 14

It was graduation day and Amira was there to support me. I was happy to graduate and become what I always wanted to be: a writer. "Cyan Chellus", The principal said. I walked on the stage and I heard people clapping for me. I was smiling and felt proud of myself for accomplishing this day. I looked in the crowd and my face dropped. I wasn't expecting mama to be here on this day. She was clapping and smiling for me. I smiled and walked off stage. Some one grabbed me and kissed me. I couldn't see who it was so I slapped that person. "Ow!", that person looking up at me. It was Michael. Is this a dream? "Hey. I'm so sorry for hurting you baby. I love you.", he said hugging me. I didn't say a word. How could I? I was shocked and speechless. That was most hurtful thing he did to me and my heart was telling me take him back. I didn't know what to do. "Cyan, I know you're still mad at me. Let me make it up to you. Please!", he said begging for my forgiveness. I shook my head and hugged Amira and mama. Mr. Scott had his arms out. I was afraid to give him a hug. I leaned forward to give him a hug and he whispered in my ear. "You still look good, Cyan.", he said licking my ear. I pushed him off me and Michael grabbed my arm and pulled me back. I had to calm down cause it was my day and I don't want to make a scene. Mr. Scott had recently gotten out of prison by mama for some reason. She has taken care of him instead of her own children. She feed him, clothed him, even founded him a job. I must say that she did a great job taking care of him. But I'm disappointed that she didn't do that for us. I can tell that mama was on them drugs again. She skinnier than as last time but I was happy that she was here on my big day. "Cyan, sweetie I have to talk to you when you get back", mama said.  "Okay", I replied to her. Michael was leading me to his car and Jordan jumped in front of me, scaring the shit of me. "BESTFRIEND!!! WE DID IT!!", she said hugging me. I had to catch my breath cause she crush the shit out of my lungs. I saw her look at Michael all seductively. I had a feeling that it was them two together kissing that night. That's freaking dirty. I wanted to ask but I didn't want accuse anything like I always do. We sat in his car and he explained what happened that night. "Cyan. I'm sorry for what happened that night. I know you don't want to forgive me", he said looking straight at the wheel. I took a deep breath and asked him. "Who was it? Who was the girl?", I said looking at him. He looked at me straight in the eye and said "Jordan". I looked away and tried not to cry. My best friend was going for my boyfriend the whole time and got what she wanted from him and my boyfriend went with my best friend. They both betrayed me. " Did you give it to her? Did you feel all on her?", I asked. " No, i didn't give it to her and Maybe. I felt on her a little bit. It's not a big deal", he said looking away. "NOT A BIG DEAL?!!", I said yelling him. "No. It's not a big deal", he said showing no emotion. "Fine, if you don't think it's not a big deal then you can have her!!", I said opening the door,letting my myself out. He grabbed my arm and pulled me back in. "I'm not letting you go like last time,Cyan", he said looking at me in the eyes. I sat there and didn't say anything. He was punching wheel with full force. I stopped him and told him to look at me. "Mikey, I love you too", I said giving him a kiss. "We'll make this work, right?", he asked. I nodded and he gave me the longest hug that night. I had my Mikey back.