The Playboy's Setback (R-18 Vikings Series)

Epilogue

I don't know what else to say but I'm thankful to all of my readers who kept reading and supporting me until the end of this book. Hindi ko rin alam kung ineexpect niyo ba na ending na pero eto na nga haha.

pahingi naman ng last vote jan, loves
enjoy
.

fire on fire, we normally kiss
this much desire, together we're winners
say that we're out of control, some say we're sinners
don't let them ruin our beautiful rhythm
🌻

Amanda

Mabigat ang puso ko na sumasabay sa mabibigat na pagpatak ng ulan. It feels like it has been stabbed by a sharp knife but at the same time... it feels right. I admit my mistakes. I admit that I have committed a sin to a couple which is not worth forgivable. Nakasira ako ng relasyon. I tried to tear a relationship which was built by two pure people.

I guess the imprisonment for my sin is too much pain and heartbreak. Kasi ang sakit sa puso.

Nabulag ako sa pagmamahal ko kay Axel. Nabulag ako sa kagustuhang bawiin siya para sa sarili ko lang. I tried so hard to claim him which turned out to something worst.

Axel threatened me to tell the truth to Patricia. Na kung hindi raw ako magsasalita ay tuluyan na niyang kukunin ang lahat ng pagmamay-ari ng pamilya ko. And I could have done nothing since he has the power to do that. Sinabihan pa niya akong huwag na lang ipakita ang video kay Patricia dahil baka mas masaktan lang ang babaeng mahal niya pero babae ako, alam kong kailangang makita ni Patricia ang pruweba.

Pinunasan ko ang mga luhang nagsibagsakan sa pisngi ko. I tried to catch my breath before I touched my belly. "I'm sorry anak. Mommy made a mistake, she ruined a relationship but she's trying to fix it now. I hope I can be a good mom to you, baby. I will try to be a good mother to you" i held my tummy with so much realization that I am pregnant.

I am pregnant with Mike's baby.

Huminga ako ng malalim. "I'm not aborting you, anak. Never" malamyos na bulong ko at tinignan ang bawat pagbagsak ng mga ulan.

Patricia

I've never perceived how precious time is until now. Tila ba parang naging ang layo na lakarin ang kuwarto ni Axel mula rito. At ngayon ko lang napagtanto na tinatakbo ko na pala ang distansya ko sa kung nasaan ang kuwarto ni Axel ngayon.

Hinihingal na ako ngunit wala akong pakialam. What's more improtant to me now is to see Axel. I don't even know what to tell him but all I need is to see him. I want to see him personally, right now. I want to hear his voice. I badly want to see his face. Kaya kumatok ako sa pintuan niya. My tears are unstoppable. Kahit pinunasan ko na, may mga nagsibagsakan ulit.

"Please open up..." mahinang bulong ko. My breathing stopped when the door finally opened. Bumungad sa paningin ko ang mukha ni Axel. His hair is messy. He doesn't have a shirt on. And he looks like he didn't get enough sleep.

Nakita ko ang gulat sa mga mata niya nang makita niya ako. But when he saw my state, his face turned serious. "Why are you crying?"

Mas lalo akong napaiyak.

Suminghot ako at mabilis lumapit sa kanya. Pumaloob ako sa bisig niya at niyakap siya ng mahigpit. My hug can't even define how I feel right now. I don't even have the right to hug him after what situations I tried to avoid him and told him to stay away from me. But here I am, running back to his arms.

Ramdam ko ang paninigas niya, tila ba hindi inaasahan ang aktong ginawa ko. Ngunit pumikit ako kalaunan matapos maramdaman ang paghinga niya ng malalim at ang pagyakap niya sa akin pabalik. "Patricia.." he whispered my name. Umiling ako at isiniksik ang mukha ko sa dibdib niya.