Hayes Grier twin sister

Chapter 13

I laid in bed just starting at the ceiling afraid to sleep.

Cam woke up and got out of bed.

"oh your awake too" he said

"yeah" I said

he went down stairs and I got up and went down there.

Everyone was already awake.

"Maura come here right now" will said

I went over to him and he looked at me.

"did you sleep at all? you have major eye bags" he said

I shook my head no.

"go get some sleep right now" he said

I got scared.

I ran to Nash and started crying into his shirt.

Nash wrapped his arms around me.

"I can't go to sleep" I said

"we're not gonna let anything happen to you, I'll lay next to you the whole time" Nash said

"no that's not why, I have dreams of what already did happen and then what's gonna happen after it and I don't wanna see anymore then I already did" I said

"Maura, you've gotta sleep" Nash said

I went and sat on the couch next to Hayes.

"was the dream that bad?" he asked

I shook my head yeah.

Will went somewhere and then he came back and went in the kitchen.

"maura come here" he said

I went into the kitchen and he se me on the counter.

"here take this" he said handing me a pill.

"what's it for" I said

"it's gonna help your mind stay off of it" he said

I took the pill then went back into the living room with everyone.

I'm slowly Starting to feel more comftorable about being around everyone.

I wanna take Nashs offer up and talk about it.

"Nash can I do it now?" I asked to him who was sitting on the other side of the room.

"yeah" Nash said

I'm sitting next to Hayes and I'm scared but have to get it all of of my chest.

"I wanna get it off of my chest and just say what happened so that you guys know and I can move on. are you guys gonna think I'm looking for attention by telling yous?" I asked

"of course not" Jack J said and everyone else shook their heads no.

I explained the whole story, top to bottom, inside and out, every little detail.

I've never seen the guys cry before other than my brother and cam and that was all over stupid stuff like falling.

"how could someone so that do you" taylor said

"let's get some food so I know your not hungry" Jack G said

"I'm fine now, right when the cop saw me he bought me Wendy's" I said

"but you hate fast food except Taco Bell" Matt said

"when you don't eat for 3 days you'll eat anything, it'll help cover your ribs a little and taste good" I said

"since you got it off of your chest why don't you sleep now" will said

"I don't know" I said

"come here" will said

I went over to him and he sat me on his lap.

I cuddled up into his chest and Nash put a blanket over me.

Will rubbed my back and played with my hair,"you can sleep, I'll be right here when you wake up"

I soon fell asleep and had a dream again, I want this to stop.

I woke up out of breath and sweating.

I looked at will who was about to cry.

I got up and sat on the front step but left the door open.

I put my head on my lap, "I just want it to go away" I cried into my lap.

"I know" Hayes said and hugged me.

"Hayes I can't even sleep anymore" I said

"itll probably go away soon" Hayes said.

"I want ice cream" I said

"me too" Hayes said.

We went inside and got ice cream out of the freezer and just sat on the cold floor in the kitchen and ate it and talked.

"I wanna go see mom" I said

"me too" Hayes said.

"I'll probably be able to sleep then" I said

"yeah, in moms arms, you'll feel safe" Hayes said

"I feel safer with dad" I said

"you know we're leaving tomorrow right?" Hayes asked

"yeah, I'm packed" I said

"me too" Hayes said

"yeah cause I packed it for you" I said

Hayes just hugged me.

"your a good sister" he said

"wanna go get your phone now?" Nash asked

"sure" I said

"Hayes come with me!" I said and tried pulling him up but I still feel a little weak.

And he's a lot bigger then me.

Hayes got up and we got in the car.

"guess what?" Nash said

"what?" I said

"next week is your guys birthday!" Nash said

"we know!" I said

We pulled up at the store as I got and iPhone 5s, the gold one.

We drove home and stopped at Panera on the way, my fav.

I got mac and chese.

When we got home all the guys were eating pizza, ew gross.

"you guys want sole pizza, we'll except maura?" will asked

"that's rude, why can't she have any?" Matt asked

"she Hates pizza" will said

"ew your gross" Matt said

I stuck my tonge out at him.

We just fooled around making vines all night.

"we have to get up in 4 hours to catch our flight!" Nash said

Everyone went to bed and I laid with Nash.

"I know your not even gonna try and sleep, wake me up if you need anything" Nash said

"okay" I said

"good night love you" he said

"I love you too good night" I said

Nash kissed my forhead then wrapped his arms around me and fell asleep.

I just played on my phone all night.