Loki POV

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I'm laying on the floor. The food appears  on the bed as usual. I didn't feel like eating. I left the food untouched . I felt so lonely being here. No books, no people. It's just me alone . Usually at least I get to see people. The silence was far from familiar. I don't even know how much time has passed , I have no idea how long I have been in the cage .

Nothing  could be seen outside my cell , it was dark  . My cell was the only one lit up by fire . Not a sound could be heard either  The cell has drowned my mage power .
I couldn't conjure anything

. My mother did not visit me form the day I got in the cell. I thought that she genuinely cared of me , at least pitied me . The last thing I remember was being smashed by a green giant

  How many centuries have passed ?
What's my age ?

I asked myself often. But no answer. I can't even sleep my nightmares doesn't allow me. The chains that makes it impossible for me to get up . The mussel that Thor wore on me was removed but they stitched my lips together,  its lot  better than the 3 month of non stop torture. Months of pain, blood and rape. My wounds have not yet healed. They were not kind enough to heal a monster like me . It pains like hell , But I think hell might be lot better than this .
Thor, will I forget him
How could I

have I ever crossed your mind brother , did I?
Did I ever crossed your mind brother, ever once had I?
Then he would have saved you Loki, he never did love u. He never will
The voice In my mind said . It might be painful but that's the truth 
He never did love me. He never will
It pains, the truth always pains

I felt the need to die to escape this pain . I need to just move a bit . The pillar were the  bowl of fire As kept will be within my reach.  I stretched my arm as long as I could
And gave it a push . The bowl fell down Making it rain fire . The bowl broke into pieces.  I reached for a piece that was quiet large.  Brought it close to my neck when a scream interrupted me . I stabbed myself in fright that when darkness welcomed me .

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