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James didn't show up at church the next day so I was stressing about when and where I could talk to him about it.

I didn't want Jonah knowing so I kept it quiet, I didn't want nobody knowing.

If anyone knew it would spread, if James wanted anyone else to know he would have told them himself.

I didn't want to be the one to mess things up, how could he love Me anyway?

I'm just not even an average girl but I'd say I am below average for fun, Beauty, and Talent. Maybe he see something in me that nobody else sees, like Jesus. But I still don't know what it could be.

I stressed out waiting for Monday to get there I did all the extra work that could be done and didn't leave a minute without doing something I didn't even text one word, I just kept moving.

I didn't want to tell nobody what was wrong, but in a way something was right too.

My crush had a crush on me and my crust was somebody I didn't know my crush was.

Very strange and all new to me. Monday morning there was early band and I ran straight to talk to James he is getting his instrument out of the case.

"James wait!" I said then he grabs my hand I look at him in shock my brother turns and stairs so does all my friends. I'm so confused...

How, when, why, what's going on I thought.

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