My Emotions On Paper

Losing you 💗

People ask me how I stay positive even after losing you.
To be very honest with myself I don't know.

You just always told me to be positive .
I know you always wanted my happiness above anything so I always try to be happy for you.

You were so strong and beautiful in every single way .
I honestly miss you more everyday.

You inspired so many people in you short time on earth.
You really left your mark.
You constantly are my inspiration.
My one and only muse .

No day goes by that you don't invade my thoughts .
It's funny how my whole life still revolves around you.
I think it always will.

You still and will always have that special place in my heart .
Losing you took a piece of my heart with you.

I will never be the same .
I will never really be complete.

The pain of losing you.....
It can be overwhelming sometimes .
Somedays I just want to cry and wish it all away.
Somedays I forget it's even there.
But the pain is always there .
Maybe I'm still healing.

I will never forget you.
You will forever live in in my memories and that special in my heart .

I love and adore you so much.
I'm happy I knew you and can proudly call you my mother.
I miss you I hope heaven is as nice as you dreamed.

I'm sure your smiling down at me now.
I will constantly try to make you proud .
To be better than what you wanted me to be.
Till we meet again..

Poets note:
I'm well aware I haven't updated in a while.....
I'm honestly so sorry writer's block is super annoying !
This is a very personal and raw poem and I really hope you liked it!
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Have an amazing day I love you and keep on being your beutiful selves
I will try to update more often since I have more free time!
What have you been up to during this quarantine?
Stay safe💙