Boyfriend 4 Rent

It must have been love

Some people will leave you soon no matter how, but it's not the ending of your story, it's just the ending of their role in your story. Because life goes on, and you should just expect damage from others. - Marouane LAASSAFAR

~Win~

Babe, I'm sorry

(Why? Is something wrong?)

I'm really sorry

(Hey! You're making me nervous)

I was happy...

Until one day, I asked myself, is he still the one who makes me happy?

(What are you saying? You're not making any sense! And if this a joke, it's not funny. So stop it!)

I don't know... I wish it really is some stupid joke.

I don't know how or why this suddenly happen.

I just found myself happy while talking to someone else

The happiness I've felt before when I'm talking to you

(What's going on babe? Please tell me what's going on. We can fix this! We will fix this together)

I honestly don't know babe

The joy, the happiness I'm feeling when I'm with you... One day... I just woke up and it's all gone.

(That's bullshit. You're just making excuses)

Fuck! If I can just do something about it, of course I don't want this to end.

I don't want to let this... you... us go...

But fuck it happened! It just fucking happened.

(Babe! Please? Don't leave me! Not now. Not this way. Please, I'm begging you)

Sorry...

I'm really sorry...

(Let's talk babe okay?! We can figure something out. Like we always do)

(Babe?)

(Hey! Babe, are you still there? Don't leave me hanging like this)

(Babe...)

That conversation happened four years ago...

From someone I dearly love, someone who introduced me to romance. My. First. Love.

That is the last text message of my boyfriend that I still foolishly keep on my phone.

To remind myself the pain I've been through.

To remind myself that nothing lasts forever. The good. The bad. The worst. Even the best ones... eventually they will all come to an end.

No matter how much hard we try to keep them.

Or maybe I'm just keeping it because after all this time... I can't let go. I just can't. My stubborn heart refuses to let go of the guy who used to love me.

Maybe there is still a part of me that is fighting... hoping that one day he will come back.

And honestly, I don't know if I can still find someone like him.

Or if there is really someone out there for me? That will fight alongside me when times like this come. Someone that will stay with me. Forever.

And maybe I'm just a grown up who still believes in fairy tales. That "once upon a time" and "they live happily ever" does exist.

I want to believe. I do. I really, really do.

But sometimes what we want and the truth is not the same thing.

And the bitter truth is that sometimes life is just a jerk. It will just throw us all the pain and suffering despite all the good things we did.

And I am a living proof of it.

I didn't do anything wrong.

I never harmed anyone.

I am a loyal friend. A good son. A faithful lover.

I always make sure that I make the people around me happy.

And still... Fate has been cruel to me.

Will I ever found true happiness?

Am I going to experience my own version of "happily ever after"

Does true love really exists?

A/N

Hey ya guys! I finally decided to make a BrightWin fanfic and coincidentally #LukeWin trended (or still trending?) last night. I happened to make Luke as the other lead in my drafts and the ghost ship trended on twitter last night 😅

So what can you say about the synopsis and the opening chapter?

I hope you guys will love this new fanfic I made and I'll try to update this frequently but as you guys know I have an ongoing fanfic (TayNew) which where my main focus is at.

And if you happen to stumble here because of the BrightWin hashtag, please give my other fanfic a try.

Just like Serendipity (title of my TayNew fanfic), all chapter names are are from song titles and I hope I won't ran out of titles 😂

Next, I love to read comments so please if you have time, please do leave your honest thoughts down below.

Also, this is a BrightWin + Luke fanfic. Hope you guys will enjoy our trio.

And if you guys have a link to an English translation of 2gether Novel can you please tag me 😅

Lastly, I hope everyone is doing okay despite the problem the world is currently facing. Wishing you all good health and to your family and friends as well.

That's it for now. I'll update as soon as I can 😉😊

Enjoy!