The King's Special Mate

Epilogue

**Azara**

The birth of my son was a wondrous thing! I woke up in the middle of the night with intense pains. Paul was up and calling the doctors instantly.

Hours later my son was finally born and laid into my waiting arms. he was beautiful with a large mane of black hair and eyes so light they appeared to be white. i loved him instantly, but the bleeding didnt stop. As my crying son was taken from me and the doctors got to work i held Paul's hand as well as my mother's.

Eventually the bleeding stopped, but i was given the news that i would never be able to have another child. I demanded to have my son and with his father beside me i cried my sorrow.

Wolves had the base instinct to have many pups and a large family. It was truly heartbreaking to know i would never have any more.

I put all of my love and time into raising my son, though it wasnt all easy.

He slept very well at night, almost always sleeping all night since he was born. During the day he would throw huge temper tantrums, but once it was over he'd run to me crying, scared of his own anger.

He loved to antagonize anything and any one. He also had my affinity for fire which didnt help anything as he loved to set things on fire. This got better once he phased for the first time. His wolf helped quell some ofthe darkness fighting in him and he was in his wolf form most of the time. This caused his body to grow larger than normal.

By 16 he was taller than his father and much more muscular. I could still see the struggle inside of him as he fought something he had no idea about. I was afraid to tell him. I didnt want him to hate me, my little boy.

Unfortunatly that was my mistake. My poor baby boy.

Please keep an eye out for the next book in this series, Lux's Special Mate

*Prologue*

**Lux**

I growled in anger and frustration! I couldnt understand what was going on inside my head. Another voice was always there commenting on everyones words. Sometimes i would slip up and repeat what he said.

Currently a very pretty she wolf was walking away from me crying because the voice had me say she was a boring whore. Though she was a whore it still wasnt nice to be so mean.

"Luna, why is this voice in my head whispering evil thoughts. Why cant i shut it out?"

I didnt expect an answer so i was surprised by the beatiful voice that whispered, "that is a question your mother needs to answer."

I looked around trying to find the owner of the voice but no one was around. It had to be Luna!

I quickly did as she said and made my way to my mother, the Queen's, study. I found her going through papers on her desk.

She looke up at me and smiled. I smiled slightly back at her before going and giving her a hug.

"Mom i have a question i need you to answer," i said watching her. If i hadnt watched her so closely i wouldnt have caught the slight look of unease cross her face. "What question do you have?"

"I asked Luna why i have a voice running through my head telling me dark thungs to say and giving me dark thoughts and why i cant get rid of it. She told me to speak with you," i saw her face pale.

"I hoped it'd never come to this. How foolish of me," she said in a low voice. "Come to what?" I asked feeling dread.

"To me having to tell you the story of your conception," she said sounding very old. I sat down on one of the couches and waited for her to speak.

"Your father is your father and he always will be, but the seed of another merged with your fathers to create you. I was raped by an evil man named Ssenkrad. He was the ruler of darkness. When we defeated him he swore vengeance on us. He said he would use you to be his darkness. Your light must overpower the darkness inside you. We haven't figured out a way for you to do that yet," she said all at once.

"Why didnt you tell me," i said getting angry. "I didnt want you to hate me," she said in a small voice. "So you leave me defenceless against something that has tormented me for years?" I said getting really angry now.

"I wasn't trying to. I was scared. Your my baby boy. I wanted to protect you," the love i felt coming from every ounce of her body let me shove back the darkness feeding off my anger and i pulled her into a hug. "I dont hate you Mom and i never could," i held her as she sobbed against me.

I knew one thing for sure. I couldnt stay here causing my fanily more pain. I needed to go on my own to figure out this darkness thing and how to defeat it.

I would leave tonight.