Pain in my ass!!!

I know who tired to kill me.......

Bucks prov.. After I got kicked out of Maia's room I was told to go back to the waiting room and they will tell me when I can see her or if she is doing okay? But honestly I am so scared that she isn't doing good and knowing that she was in surgery for like in forever and now she's in shock and we have no idea whats going to happen and now I have to go tell everyone else what happened and deal with the fact that I just lied about being Maia's boyfriend I am sure I am going to probably get some fists thrown at me or some yelling, so I walk back down to the waiting room and see everyone sitting there and the second they saw me they stood up and looked really concerned and my face wasn't helping and they all came up and said is everything okay? And I was really wishing hoping that I could tell them that she is doing great and is going to be fine but thats not the case and I don't know how to tell them that she was fine and then she wasn't, so I take a big deep breathe and say well she was doing great and then she went into anaphylactic shock and I was told to come back down here and they will come and tell us if she is okay after that but I have no idea how long that is going to be and I am so worried because she was fine two seconds ago and we all know how this kind of thing goes. That everything can be fine one minute and then one little thing and we find out that they died. Everyone had tears in there eyes and knew exactly what I was talking about all we can do now is hope and pray that she will be okay and just sit tight.

Out of body experience......

Maia's prov... I woke up in a hospital bed wondering how the hell I got there and the fuck everyone is like for godsake this is a hospital shouldn't there be a shit ton of people walking around, like patients and hospital staff but it looked like a ghost town except for one person that I couldn't make out who it was but I was trying to follow them and they just kept walking away and I was getting really pissed I just want to know what the fuck is going on and if this some fucked up thing Paul did to teach me a lesson after stabbing me and then putting me in a abandon hospital with some creepy doctor walking around, I swear to god if this was him one we are done and two that fucker is going to wish he never met me and then I am going to kick myself because I hadn't dated in forever and then I find this super sweet and caring guy or so I thought but if anything today made me realize that he was exactly like my dad and I fell in love with psychopathic, narcissistic, alcoholic piece of shit. But as soon as I am out of this hospital I am leaving him and he will never hurt me again and I am going to make sure everyone knows who did this to me, so I keep walking around the hospital trying to figure out what the hell is going on try to find the one who is walking around. So after what felt like hours of walking around this hospital I turn the corner and there she was standing right in front of me and then I knew I either died or my bodies trying to choose where to go right now and she is here to help me make that decision and for all you wondering who she is, its my sister who died way before it was her time she was so young and she didn't get to live any of her life and I feel guilty for that every day and I wish we could of traded places but seeing her here and now I have made my choice I want to leave this place and be with her I have a had good and full life here and I am ready to spend the rest of my time with the sister who left earth way to soon and I miss her everyday. So I look at her and said what are you doing her and she said I am her to help with whats going and I said what the hell are you talking about? She looked at me and was like your kidding right? you are a smart girl Maia how of you not know what is going on and I said I'm sorry but I always wake up in empty hospital so please do enlighten me what the fuck is going on! and she looks at me with annoyed face and says fine... So first you are having a outer body experience and two I am here to help you make the decision on what to do whether you are going to stay here or go and I said how the hell are you supposed to help me, like this is one big fucking sick joke right? and she well no and since when did my sister have such a bad mouth and I said thats not the point like why am I getting the choice to stay or leave isn't that supposed to be left to like a higher power? she says yes and no I was kind of sent down here to help because you know me and not having some random discussing about whether you should chose to live your life or come with me. I couldn't believe that this was actually happening right now like why me, why do I get the wack ass life with the abusive dad and none caring mom and then abusive boyfriend who left me for dead and now I have a choice to make, so I look at my sister and I say look I can honestly say I am ready to leave this place I have been way longer then I should of and way longer than anyone expected to be honest so please tell the man up stairs that I am ready or how ever this whole thing works, she looks at me says this is exactly why I am here to convince you to stay on earth and live out your life here find a nice guy, get married have some kids and live out the rest of your life happy please for me, for someone who didn't even get to make it to 18. You know I have been watching you since the day I past away and I was so proud of you for beating the system not ending up like mom and dad and going into the army and becoming a war hero and you didn't give up when you got hurt for saving everyone but your self and you fought so hard to stay alive after that you didn't just sit back and spend all your money or become a alcoholic like most you searched for the next best thing to help people and you found a great team to work with and its the perfect job for you. I know you, you are fighter and I know you don't want to leave and you aren't a quitter plus what about you and that Buck guy? I couldn't even believe she asked that and I said I thought you have been watching me hmm? well then you would know that we absolutely hate each other and I have a boyfriend or is all of that just blocked from your view and she says no but why the hell are you still calling that knife toting son of a bitch your boyfriend? like really and also you know you are one blind bitch and I said excuse me? was that really necessary. She looked at me and said of course it was necessary you are blind as a bat if you can't see that boy actually really likes you, I look at her confused and say what boy Paul? and she says don't play stupid you know exactly what boy I am talking about and I laugh at her say your shitting me right? seriously you must be the blind one if you think that Buck likes me in the slightest like you having to be joking and if you are thats a good one. She gives me a disappointed look and says I am not joking but I get to the see and feel what other people are seeing and feeling thats kind of the perk of being here and I can feel what he feels when he talks to you are even when you to are fighting all he wants to do is tell you how he really feels and that he wants you to be with him and not your so called boyfriend. I said look thank you for trying to look out for me but I am fine and I can promise you right now that me and Buck will never be a thing he is a narcissistic asshole who only cares about making problems and having sex with random girls that we meet on calls, and he is the reason that all of this happened tonight and the reason I got stabbed almost to death and he has caused so many problems in mine and Pauls relationship and I will never forgive him for that. She says open your eyes Maia this was not Bucks fault and you know it this would have eventually happened and you should have never let it get this bad and you should have left him the first time he ever hit you but no you just let your self get used to it and I would have thought that after growing up with the parents we did especially our dad I would think that you would never ever let someone treat you like that again, for god sakes Maia didn't learn from what happened to me don't you ever get that feeling you had when you walked in the house that day and saw me on the floor covered in blood and I said why would you remind me of that? thats not fair I would have stopped that at all cost or I would have taken your place so please don't make me feel guilty about it because trust me I carry that guilt with me every single damn day. She says I know that, that wasn't fair but I just wish none of this has happened to you and I said I know I wish none of it had happened this way either but it did and we just have to roll with it. She looks at me and says I am so glad you said the because I have made a decision and you aren't going to like it but I am sorry and I love you, and I knew exactly what she mean't I was furious because she knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my days with her but it was just like her to do the opposite of what I wanted.

Back to present day

Maia's prov... so before I could say another word to her or argue about her choice I woke in my hospital bed with a bunch of nurses around me and they all looked relieved that I woke up and were asking me if I was okay and if I remembered what happened to me and I said yes I stabbed and left for dead by my boyfriend and they said really the one that came in and saw you and I said yes and they said thank you we will get to cops to grab him and bring him down to the station and when you are feeling better we will have to take a statement from you about everything that happened and I said thank you and then they told me to get some rest and that they will be in later to check on me.......