sunflower 🌻, johnjae [ ✔ ]

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< leety >

today at:
23:02

Dude.
Something crazy just happened.

Ohhh fill me in pls 👀

Do you want the good news or bad news first?

UM
THERES BAD NEWS??
Uh,.... tell me the good news first..

Okay.
So basically... I kissed Johnny.

NO WAY
FR???
N O T FUCKING AROUND?
NOT A SIMPLE PECK ON THE CHEEK????
LIKE ACTUAL LIP TO LIP CONTACT??

Yeah.

LIKE TONGUES DOMINATING EACH OTHER??

No- fuck off.
Just- kissing.

Omg
Dudeeeeeeeee

I know right? 😭

How did it
Um like feel

Like really good.

Tf I'm scared about the bad news now
Fuck it just tell me what happened

So um.
Doyoung and me had a small fight.

What??
Verbal or physical??

Verbal this time, don't worry.

What was the cause?

I'm not... really sure.
He picked me up from Johnny's and as soon as we got into the car it seemed tense.
He asked me some nosy questions and later I brought up the fact he stays at home too much.

Hm... Ok then what else?

He said because he gets 'bored and tired' too easily now.
I got mad at him because he didn't seem to care when I said I got worried for nothing.
He started acting up and just said some bitchy stuff.

Did u start yelling at him?

No|
|
Um.
Yeah... I did.

Ah
U know how he gets when u yell at him

Yeah. But I only realised afterwards after I yelled at him to stop the car.
And he told me to stop yelling.

Did he cry?

Yeah.

And what did u do to help him feel better?

I... Um.
I said sorry.

Mhm
Did anything else happen??

He asked me a question.
It was really... off, I don't know.

What was it?

'How did that kiss feel?'

Shit

Why did he even ask me that in the first place?
How did he even know?

I.. Idk either Jae

...Taeyong.

Yea?

I know you're really close with Doyoung.
You've been friends with him for a really long time.
And I know that he tells you everything.

No
Jaehyun I'm not going to tell u anything

But why not Taeyong?
I need this to be answered.
It's so important.

Bc Doyoung trusted me
Remember?? I broke it last time n I don't wanna fuck up again
Doyoung has trust issues n I don't want to do that shit again

I know..
But, this is really important.
I just need to know...
Does Doyoung still like me?

What??
No... um Idk
I doubt he would

What's that supposed to mean?

No offense but bc I KNOW Doyoung so well
I reckon he wouldn't like u anymore

We're both his friends.
How would only YOU know?

I just..
Know
Whatever u guys need to stop coming up to me when u need help
Talk to each other and resolve this shit
It's tiring

But Taeyong...
Look, if Doyoung still likes me, please tell him it's not worth it.
He really needs to move on.
I don't want to hurt him.

Again?

Yeah... Again.
It's just-
I'm really happy with Johnny.
And I don't want to see him in pain again.

I think it doesn't make a difference bc ur still hurting him either way

What?

Fuck forget I even said anything
I gtg

No no wait Taeyong, what do you mean?
Taeyong?

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