sunflower 🌻, johnjae [ ✔ ]

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< leety >

today at:
22:34

Did u hear abt Johnny and Jae??

yeah.
i'm really happy for them :)

I'm super happy for them too
Especially at how Jae has finally figured himself out n that

yeah, i think so too.

But there's something bothering me Doyoung...
Don't u STILL like Johnny?

that's not really important right now lol.
this should be about us supporting their relationship.

Ik
I support the 2 of them fully
But wbu??
U have feelings too yk
Doesn't it make u a little bit sad
Actually
Scratch that
Really sad*

why should i be upset?
they're so happy together.
and i brought this upon myself haha.

Don't say that

i can say what i want to.
i'm right.
i'm the one who pushed jaehyun towards him.
i'm the one who caused everything.
this wouldn't have happened, if i stayed put.

But u truly wanted to make Johnny happy didnt u?

yes of course.
that's why after knowing how much he liked... loved jaehyun,
i made him befriend him.
i thought he was bound to grow feelings for him.
but at the same time i knew he wouldn't, because i know him more than anyone else.
though i was wrong.

And u made that bet w him bc?

because i didn't actually think he'd kiss him.
jaehyun gets easily bribed.
who would've thought he'd put aside a prize for his feelings.
he never does stuff like that.

Jaehyun is the type of person to put aside his feelings
And u were surprised??

yes.

U two may not think u are
But ur very similar

absolutely not.
i tried to make johnny happy and jaehyun effortlessly did it.
it's irritating but what did i expect.

R u jealous?

no.

Then it must be heartbroken
Upset
Dull
Any negative word in the dictionary
Bc this entire thing
Reminds me of highschool

highschool was a shitty time.
don't even bring it up to me.

But u were so happy back then

and i'm still happy.
i'm happy my plan to make jaehyun reciprocate johnny's feelings worked.
i guess my job here is done.

What r u going to do now??

support them.
it's all i have left to offer.
taeyong, i'm a really weak person.
i am.
and i just can't stand to lose a friend, johnny AND jaehyun.
what is there to do now?
the deed is done.
i cant change what's happened.

Doyoung
Ur too selfless
It's upsetting

you always say that.
seen

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