Finding Our Wings {Complete}

23- Hyped

Clementine

I got out of the bus before realizing I had some pills in my bag that would be fun to take tonight.

"I forgot something in the bus. I'll catch up." I told Rocky

"Ok."

I go back into the bus and go into my room. I get the pills Sadie gave me the other night. I shoved them in my back pocket. 

Time skip

"I wanna be in the crowd during the performance." I said

"Why?" Rocky asked

"Because you all are going to be on stage and I'm going to be alone and plus I wanna get in a mosh pit."

"That's dangerous Clem." 

"That's why I wanna do it."

"You should think about it."

"There's not thinking. I wanna do it."

"Alright I guess I can't stop you. But just signal me if you wanna come back ok?"

"Ok thank you love you."

"Love you too."

I got up and went to the floor.

"It's fun down here." I said

"Why are you down there?" Jasper laughed

"Cause I don't wanna be by myself backstage."

"Oh." He said nodding his head

"They're coming in 3...2...1."

Then a bunch of people ran in. 

"Oh my goodness Tyler I love you!" A girl screamed next to me

"What the fuck is up everybody!" Tyler yelled making the crowd scream in response

"Yo syd what're we gonna start with tonight?" Earl asked

She said something but you couldn't hear it.

"Y'all know the song assmilk."

The crowd screamed. The beat of ass milk played and people started rapping along. I thought this was a good time to take a pill. So I did. It didn't take long before I started hallucinating. This shit is so good.

Time skip

We're back on the bus and on our way to a venue that was here in Nebraska and we got some sonic and groceries.

"I fucking hate this state." I said

"Me too." Tyler agreed

"You picked it dumbass."

"I know. But still."

I rolled my eyes and went on my phone. I looked at people's story's on snap and I saw people I use to be friends with posting about they're going to the show. And half of these niggas didn't even talk to Tyler, they usually would talk about him. People are so flip flop and that shits annoying.

"T guess who's gonna be at the show?" I said

"Pharelle?"

"No nigga, Brandon P."

"That nigga?"

"Yup."

"Who's that?" Hodgy asked

"Some kid I almost beat up cause he was talking shit."

"Oh shit. And he's going to the concert?" He laughed

"I guess. If I see him there I'ma point him out and tell everybody what he did." 

"T don't do that, you got die heard fans they'll beat that nigga up."

"And?"

I laughed and shook my head

Time Skip

Everybody was doing their mic check and shit and I was sitting on the floor everyone else is supposed to stand at.

"Clementine they're about to come in." A lady in a suit said

"Oh my bad." I said standing up

Then everyone came in.

"Yo Clementine Waters!" An old associate said hugging me 

"Hi." I said awkwardly

"Why aren't you with Tyler?" She asked

"I like to be in the crowd."

"This is so cool." She smiled

"Yeah look over there what is that?" I said pointing at something

Once she looked I left and went somewhere else. I sighed of relife and took a pill like usual.

Time skip

I was walking to the bus and then I heard someone.

"You think living this rockstar life is gonna work forever? Well it's not so you might as well quit while you're ahead. He's gonna leave you anyways."

I turn my head to see my Dad.

"Fuck you."

"Why you upset? Cause you know it's true? It's all gonna come crashing down and you'll be runnign back to me. And you're little friendship or whatever you two got going on, that shit's not gonna last either. He don't love you, once he's really big he'll forget all about you."

"Shut the fuck up old man come on Clem." Rocky said guiding me into the bus 

I was so mad and upset I quickly walked into the my room and slam the door.