Finding Our Wings {Complete}

56-Sus

Clementine 

"Wow this place is tight." Tyler said looking around

"I know right. This place was 1.5 m's."

"Damn C. You paid that?"

"Yeah."

"Wow. Well, the place is nice though."

"You see, I want to have like special guests you know someone for the kids to admire and look up to and take advice from. I'm working on get-"

"You should have Pharelle come up here."

"I mean, like fashion designers."

"He set some trends in fashion."

"I'll think about it T. But I who I do want is Dita von teese."

"Who?"

"She use to be a burlesque dancer. She's so fucking hot. I want a threesome with her."

"Woah. I don't even know her."

"You'd lover her, but yeah I want her, cara delevingne-"

"Now that's someone who I'd want a threesome with."

I rolled my eyes.

"And some other people. But yeah."

"This is gonna be so tight."

"I know. I can't believe all this is happening."

"I'm so happy for you my little dyke." He said hugging me 

"You're mean." I pouted

He didn't say anything and walked off. I followed behind him looking at everything again. 

"Wow." He said looking at the dining area

"Ugh, I love it so much."

"Me too."

"Just imagine it..." He said running in the middle of the room

"A stage right here."

"And some booth's over there."

"And a breakfast bar, right there." He smiled gesturing around the room

I laughed and crossed my arms.

"Is this my place or your's?" I asked walking up to him

"Sorry."

"No it's fine, I'll take some of your ideas into consideration."

"Good. But you should really think about the breakfast bar."

"I will." I smiled

He leaned down and kissed me.

"One more."

I chuckled and kissed him again.

"Alright let's go to the mall."

"Why?"

"Cause...why not?"

"You have a point. Let's go."

We left the building and he drove us to the mall.

Time skip

We were waiting in line in Urban Outfitters and the lady called us up to check out. We put our stuff on the counter and she scanned it.

"Will that be all for today?"

"Yeah." I said

"You gotta email?" Tyler asked

"Huh?"

"Like, icloud, gmail, yahoo-"

"Yeah why?"

"Cause you'd be a good model for my clothes."

"Oh. Thanks."

I sat there confused as Tyler handed her his phone. She typed it in and handed it back to him.

"Thanks." He said

"O-of course."

She put our stuff in a bag and we walked away. I was upset.

"You good?"

"Yes Tyler. I'm fine." I said passive aggressively walking a little faster

"Hey! Why you walking so fast?"

"I'm not."

"Yes you are, why are you upset?"

"I'm not Tyler so just drop it!"

He sighed and walked next to me. We didn't say anything the whole time and left the mall.

"So why are you mad?"

"Tyler. I'm not finna repeat myself. I'm fine."

It was silent again.

"It's because I asked for that girls email isn't it."

I stayed quiet.

"I have not attraction to her. I'm working on some new shit and I thought she'd be a good model for that. You've had guys in your fashion show and I don't say shit so I'm just tryna figure out why you're acting like this."

"Cause you had the audacity to do that shit in front of my face."

"Oh ok well next time I'll do it behind your back, that'll make you happier right?"

"I'd prefer you to not do it at all."

"Well I don't know what to tell you. I always show my love for you, I need to get people to wear my shit, and you know I'd never cheat on you. If anything I should be skeptical of every guy you talk to ever since that one t-" 

"I didn't beg for your forgiveness I wanted you to be mad-"

"But that's not the point. The point is, you've gotta trust me more."

"Whatever." I scoffed

He sighed and pulled over. 

"What're you doing Tyler. I just want to go home."

"I'm tired of you always thinking that I want someone else. I just want you. That's it." 

I looked down at my hands avoiding eye contact.

"Clementine. Look at me."

I looked into his eyes and waited for him to say something.

"I am all yours. And you're all mine. I fucking love you. I've loved since the 8th fucking grade. And the fact that you think I'd actually hurt you, on purpose; it's like a slap in the face to me, and what I've felt for years."

I saw the hurt in his eyes and the sadness.

"I'm sorry Tyler. And I love you too. I'd just be broken if you ever found someone else. I'm still shocked you still even putting up with me ever since I cheated. I still feel really, really bad." I said tearing up a little bit at the end

He wiped my tear and held my face in his hands.

"I been forgave you. And if you forgot. I forgive you."

"Thank you."

He gave me a deep heartfelt kiss and and pulled away.

"Now. Do you want panda express cause it's on the w-"

"Yeah."

"Good cause I was gonna get it anyways."

"I figured."