N.Flying Imagines

Jaehyun 🥔 Heart Desires PT. 2

06/06/20
(sorry it took long to upload part two!)
1175 words
first pov
romance, history, fluff

"My heart.. desires?" I kept mumbling to myself as I kicked my blankets aside.

The silence was filled with the sound of car horns and barely audible chattering from outside on the streets.

Living in a condo was quite loud but other than that, the living space was nice.

Just thinking about the mountains and all the birds and animals waiting for me at my other life gave me such glee. Everytime it was night in my city life, it's morning in my country life.

It happens the opposite too, so I haven't seen much night unless I stay up but thankfully I'm always energetic when once I wake up.

My eyes fluttered as I blinked one more time.

"Here I come, country life."

*｡･ﾟ✫*.

I woke up to the sound of a rooster and scratched the back of my head, knowing that it was roughly 7AM, I went to make breakfast for Nan and I. Ever since Grandpa passed its been the norm for me to wake up early, also for Jaehyun to visit time to time to help out around the household.

As I was baking some bread in the oven, my thoughts were all over the place about what life to choose. I still had to make the decision even if it would take years.

"Hmm.." I mumbled to myself, thinking takes a lot of energy and sometimes I hate to think but this is a life crisis!

I mean well, the city life has always been apart of me but also the country life. My life in the city has always taught me many things, the education is better and the communication is better. But here in the country, the nature and the people are better.

I love both very much, each has always played a big part of me and made me who I am today. So if I were to even abandon one of them then I would be devestated and I might regret it later on.

What would happen to the people in my the life I choose to abandon? Will they all act as if nothing happened and go on without me? Or will they suddenly become curious as to where my existence has gone?

Guess I'll never find out because of the year differences.

Jaehyun bursted into the kitchen with an axe behind his shoulder.

"Yah! Don't just bring that around, you could injure someone or break the cupboards." I referred to the alresdy scratched cupboards and he chuckled.

"I'm here to make you breakfast!" He cheered and put down the axe safely.

"Well too late for that," I giggled and took out the baked bread.

He sighed and stood next to me as he watched me cut the bread, "I'm just trying to let you have the best life before you choose one you know?"

I nodded, "And I thank you for that. I really do but it's hard for me to choose. I have amazing friends from both and a good family."

"Remember, what your heart wants." He reminded and placed his right hand on top of his heart.

ヾ('ω'　)/~~~

My heart ached as I walked along the park.

I looked over at the benches and saw a young woman with a little boy; they must be siblings. and it suddenly reminded me of Nan and I.

Everyone seemed happy to be with one another, so why wasn't I?

I turned on my phone to text Jyoji.

y/n
jyoji

j-yoooooo-ji
what's up my friend?
wait what's with the sudden "jyoji"
is it a serious matter???

y/n
wellllLl, just meet me. i'll provide the address
[insert address here]

j-yoooooo-ji
whattt??
that's like thirty minutes away
BUT I WILL COME IF IT IS. ASERIOUS MATTER

y/n
ofc i can always count on you

{APPORXIMATELY THIRTY TWO MINUTES LATER}

"There you are!" I ran up to Jyoji and she checked the time.

"Dammit! I didn't make it on time." She mumbled a few curse words and stomped her foot out of anguish.

"Sit sit, I have a massive confession to make and you better hear me out." I informed, her ears suddenly palpitated.

"What is it?" Nervousness slightly evident in her voice.

"I," I paused, "I have another life."

After all the explaining and Jyoji asking if I was being for real, she finally believed my words.

She blinked countless times and seemed to be at loss for words.

"Soooo... what now?" She asked, "Do you have to pick a life? Are you for sure?"

"I am.." I sighed heavily.

"Wait, hold up a sec. YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND IN YOUR OTHER LIFE AND YOU STILL LET ME SHIP YOU WITH THAT SWIMMING INSTRUCTOR? You should've told me." She pouted.

"I couldn'tttt, you wouldn't have beleived me anyways." I scoffed and she nodded in agreement.

"You right you right." She bit her lips still taking everything in.

"So what do you pick?" She asked.

"It's hard but.. I've been thinking about it while you were coming here. No matter the choice, you'll still accept it right?" I asked in hopes of her agreeing.

And she did, that's what I expected from the number one best friend, Jyoji!

ヾ('ω'　)/~~~

"And so she chose the life she truly wanted." I rubbed my daughters forehead as she was about to fall asleep.

"Why did she choose that life though?" She asked in a sleepy voice.

"I guess it's because, the past is something you could never go back too, so she decided to live it up to the fullest." I exclaimed, she murmured something to sleep before slowly drifting off to dreamland.

I blew out the candle on her bedside table and looked out the window to see stars brightly shining back at me.

I realized that after I chose this life, my other life would completely be erased. There would be no trace of what happened and the people who were involved with me went on with their lives not knowing a single thing.

But, my theory is that my city life was just a reincarnation after I pass away in this life. Maybe, one of my lives was just a dream and never really happened.

I always think about it day and night, it truly was a difficult decision but knowing things come and go, I had to choose.

I sighed thinking about the memories I had in my city life, the fact I couldn't see my friends in my city life made me so upset to the point I couldn't stop crying for about a week.

My friends and family here always took care of me, espiecally Jaehyun because he understood me the most.

We ended up having two daughters, Siju and Moni.. Recently I found out that Moni inherited two lives too.

I guess, life comes with tough decisions

But no matter what it always ends up on choose what your

heart desires.

ヾ('ω'　)/~~~

how is everyone? you did well today, i'm lord of you