I made a mistake but must go on

Part 5

'thoughts'

("small flashbacks")

what's happening or whatever

"speaking"

"different language"

time skip or A/N

someone's POV

izuku POV

I think I passed out cause next thing I know I'm crouching in the corner of the room and an officer is on the floor on the other side. I look him over and sigh "I'm sorry, It's a habit I have developed." I help them up and bow "it's fine really," I look up at him tilt my head to the side "are you hurt anywhere?"

His face went red 'omg he's blushing did I use my ability?' he shook his head. "No, I might have a bruise later but that's all." I nod and look around then back at him "why did you wake me up?" He straightened up "oh the detective want's to question you." I nod "in here or..." he opened the door and gestured form me to follow.

I did, "in his office and Mr.Hawks is with him." My face feels really hot right now "oh god, how am I going to face him after that. Are they sending me back to my mother? Is he taking me in? Are they sending me to a mental asylum? Test on me, send me to the government, enslave me, kill me. Ok, that's stupid but why is he...oh he saw my mark..." I didn't even notice that we were already in the room until I heard a cough I looked up. "Okay, I'm seriously considering to tape my mouth at this point."

I sigh as I sit down, they go talk to the officer and I play with maps I go to look at my room 'my stuff I wonder...' I look at the detective's desk and I grab a pencil and focus on it next thing I know it's in my inventory I take it out set it on his desk and focus on it again and it's back in my inventory 'what if' I focus on the pencil and where I want in to appear and it's back into the cup of pencils.

I go back to maps and stock all my clothes and my personal items like my phone, computer, 'notebooks', shoes, and my bathroom stuff. I focus back on the room around me and see hawks and the detective walking back and sit down.

I give them a warry smile, "relax I told you, you're not in trouble." I give them a nod "okay um you have questions right? We can start there I guess." The detective started right away "Okay, well let's start with why you were in the alley." I tensed up"Suicide." He wrote it down "okay yours or someone else." I gulped "m-mine." He gave me a comforting gaze as I relaxed a little.

He continued "Why did you attempt suicides." I sigh 'might as well be completely honest and make it easier for them "I-I didn't attempt I did succeed but it didn't last long, and many reasons." They tensed up this time "o-okay, um what's your quirk?" I shrugged "I didn't know I had one till I woke up after dying, I'm quirkless on file. But it seems like a game like quirk."

He nods and wrote it down "can you explain why you jumped?" I force myself to relax "one of the facts might be I haven't felt safe in a decade, don't remember what it feels like." I paused "mother has abused me even before I announced 'quirkless', called me a mistake saying she didn't have money for an abortion. It only got worse after my 'quirklessness' which is the reason the officer was on the floor before I fully woke up from being wakened."

Pausing again to let them absorb the information "she would almost always be drunk and I would wake up to a glass bottle being thrown at me in the morning, hence what happened earlier. Being suicide batted all my life and bullied physically and mentally at school. My friend turned bully gave me advice 'Pray for a quirk in your next life and take a swan dive off the roof of the building.' It's painful how true his words were."

I took a pause and chuckled looking out the window to the side "And the fact that all might told me to give up on my dreams on the very I jumped off of today." I sighed looking away "they would even go as far as saying that my soulmate would be glad that I died and because I have never had any kind of real hope or support in my life I believed them. It's quite funny how my life reminds me of a quote that I read once." The detective put his notebook down "what is it?"

Sighing once more I look at both of them "We're all in the same game; just different levels. Dealing with the same hell; just different devils."

Hawks pov

When he said that it was painfully obvious that he was referring to more than that quirk 'damn it how could my soulmate get a life worse than mine, the fact that he just finished middle school is even worse. I am going to pamper him so much.' He looked away again but I noticed tears he sighed "were am I going after this I'm definitely not going back to my mother's." 'I look at naomasa and nod making grabby hands at my soulmate.'

He chuckled at my action "you can live with kegio, if she doesn't report you missing in two to three day's then we call arrest her for child neglect, abuse, and abandonment. Any will you register your quirk by the seven-day mark?" He only gave a nod getting up he walked out I followed after him after waving bye to naomasa.