Had Enough (Fonnie)

Chapter One

Foxy POV

This fucking rain. It just won't stop except for the nights. It has been going on for 5 days now and it just makes everything depressing. Everyone is just locking themselves in their rooms with Chica really only coming out just to cook for us. She is the mother figure or our group and Freddy(Fred) is our father basically. Fred is dating chica while Bonnie(Bon) and I are single. I have no idea what he is. I am bi but mostly pretty gay. I tried with Chica and that just ended very quick. We won't talk about that relationship. But I just can't keep just Bon off my mind. His cute face and innocent eyes keep me up all night wanting to hug and cuddle him. Just the thought of rubbing against his fur. I'm head over heels for Bon. I wish I could just tell him but there is something inside my body preventing me from telling him. The feeling I get is a mix of anxiety and stress. I keep thinking what will happen if he says no. What will I do? I am already depressed enough and I don't think he knows that. Every time I want to tell him my felling I just...can't. My body is telling me no because I will just get rejected and I will have no one to love and I might as well just end it all here. I just end up going to my room, locking it and not letting anyone in. There has to be someone to help.