Znuie
We were still in L.A.
Lavar called everyone over to the ball estate for couples counseling.
It was me, Denise, Jaden, melo, Zo, gelo.
"Okay so I'm your counselor for today and you can call me Jamie" a women said.
Everyone said their hellos.
"I want the girls on one side, men on the other" she said and we split up.
"Denise step up" Jamie said.
She did so. "Lonzo you too" then Zo stepped up.
"Denise what is one thing you hate that lonzo does" Jamie questioned.
"Uhm..I hate that he puts his career before Zoe sometimes. You know I feel our daughter should always come first" Denise answered.
"Lonzo. One thing you hate about Denise" Jamie asked.
"She can be hella annoying. I hate when she makes it seem like I'm a dead beat." Zo answer.
"But you guys love eachother" she asked and they nodded.
"Znuie and Lamelo please step up" she said and we switched with Denise and zo.
She asked us the same question.
"I hate that he can be very inconsiderate" I answered.
She looked at melo.
"I hate that she selfish sometimes" melo said.
"But you love her" Jamie asked.
"Of course I proposed to her" he said making everyone laugh.
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We were standing in a line.
"I brought some guest" she said. "Let them in please"
Then in walked Ashley, Courtney and Izzy.
"Ashley. Would you say that you and Lamelo were in love" Jamie asked.
Hell nah.
"Almost" Ashley answered.
"What about you Courtney" Jamie asked.
"Could've been" she said.
"What about zo" Jamie asked.
Shit.
"What about him" Courtney asked.
"No...no.. Dont do that. You spoke up yesterday and said that before you were with lamelo, you and lonzo were messing around. Don't freeze up now" Jamie said.
"Zo and I weren't in love" she answered.
"Izzy do you love gelo" Jamie asked.
"I still have love for him"
"That's not what I asked" Jamie said.
"I- kind of" Izzy said looking down.
Jamie nodded her head.
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Melo
"I want Znuie and Lamelo now" Jamie said letting gelo and Jaden exit the room.
Melo and I entered the room.
"How many children do you two share" she asked.
"3" Znuie answered.
"Lamelo how many kids do you have in total" she questioned.
"5" i said.
"Ashley. How do you feel about this. Be honest. We're all here to get stuff off our chest" Jamie said.
"I feel that melo only kept getting Znuie pregnant in a way of apologizing." Ashely said.
"Courtney" Jamie said looking at her.
"I didn't come along until before lacy was born" Courtney said.
"And you got pregnant after that" Jamie asked.
"Yes ma'am but they were arguing so-"
"So you assumed that they were done" Jamie asked.
"No Lamelo told me that he would drop her for me" Courtney said.
"Yeah right" znuie said.
"He told me that too" Ashley spoke up.
I could feel Znuie burning a hole in my face.
"Yes I like that. Be mad at Lamelo he's needs to take responsibility. These ladies thought they were wanted." Jamie said.
"It's too late. This shit is like 5 months old" I said.
"No it's not too late. Because if it was Znuie would have had closure and she wouldn't be looking at you like that" Jamie said and I couldn't even make eye contact with neither of my baby mothers.
"Lamelo hug Ashley" Jamie said catching me off guard.
"What" I said.
"Hug her" Jamie repeated.
I stood up and walked towards Ashley who also stood up.
I wrapped my arms around her body and then something clicked. I could feel her heartbeat.
"Tell her your sorry" Jamie said.
"I'm sorry" I told Ashley.
"Say I'm sorry for bringing you into my relationship"
"I'm sorry for bringing you into my relationship" I said and Ashley was crying.
"Ashley say I forgive you." Jamie said.
"I forgive you"
"You may let go" Jamie said.
We held on for a little longer and I wiped her tears.
Then I went to sit back down by Znuie and she moved over a little before getting up.
"No znuie" Jamie said. "This is what you both need"
"I don't need this. I was fine" znuie said.
"You had doubt. Your a women. We all have it" Jamie said.
"You two need to think about marriage. Get your life together first. Because if lavar didn't call me here. You guys would have been having problems later on" Jamie said and I already knew what was about to happen.
"Dismissed" Jamie said and I followed Znuie out.
Jamie called for Denise and Lonzo.
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Znuie
I was fiddling with my ring.
"Baby" melo said coming to sit by me.
I didn't speak.
" I love you so much. And I'm sorry" he said kissing my cheek.
I wanted to yell at him. But after hearing him say that I just I don't know.
"I love you too" I said grabbing his chin.
I kissed his lips.
"I miss my kids" he said and I chuckled.
