[11:30 AM] It was our last full day at playlist live.. I was sad that we had to leave tomorrow but I couldn't let that get in the way of what Bailey and i had planned tonight • I get out of bed seeing Bailey still sleep on the other bed.. I go into my suitcase and find something to wear •
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WHAT THE FUCK MY LETTERS ARE BLACK ON A BLACK SCREEN.. I'm already blind how in the Fuck.. wait hold up.. cause I ain't finna mess up my eyes trying to read this shit
IM BACK and the letters are now white (FOR ME) LMAO.. knowing y'all have white screens and shit anyways to the story cause that's you are here for • Bailey finally wakes up and get dressed as I finish curling my hair.. she smiles at me and says "OMG.. THIS PARTY IS GOING TO BE LIT". I chuckle and say "who even says lit these days". Bailey stops and says "yeah that is kinda cheesy" • I go downstairs.. I see a note mom left for me and Bailey to read I guess.. I open the letter and read it
Your dad,Jackson and I left early.. We have booked you an plane and everything for tomorrow with Bailey mom so your will have an adult with her.. Bailey mom is at the hotel that she got for herself knowing that you guys are having the house tonight.. I hope you have fun babygirl this is the most I have seen you happy in a while so your dad and I left you extra money even tho we bought the decorations at the party.. and YES you can drink only if you wash the dishes for a week • I smile reading the note.. I huff and say "but I ain't washing the dishes for a week.. we finna putt that dusty ass dish-washer to work" • Bailey comes downstairs dressed and all.. I laugh and say "OKAY WORK IT BITCH". Bailey and I compliment each other until we got bored and we started to roast each other out of bOredom • SKIP TO THE POOL PARTY CAUSE IM LAZY • I swim in the pool with Avery and soph.. as people play games in the pool and make out.. I looked at Ag who was flirting with girl I never seen before.. I have to admit I was jealous but-we were just friends with a benefits • Avery looks at me and says "Noelle you coming? To get drinks with her or nah". I smile and say "yeah of course". I get out the pool with Avery and Soph.. and go to the bar that was outside.. my parents rented for the night • We order our drinks and dangling our feet in the pool just talking.. I say out the ordinary "where is mia and Bailey?". Avery smiles and say "probably having sex". Soph says "ew. Four people having sex". I look at Soph and say "Four?" • She finishes her drink and says "Ag and that girl just went upstairs together they are totally having sex". I nod my head in disappointment and say "yeah.Ew". • Bailey comes downstairs with Hickeys on her neck and smiling.. Mia also comes downstairs happy as can be.. I smirk at them and they blush immediately.. Bailey runs to us and say "OMG" • Avery and I say "sooo... what happened". Bailey says leaning on the counter "you know what happened". Soph says "can we please not talk about this as I drink". Avery and I look at soph and both say at the same time "NO!" • Bailey explains us what happened but not the major nasty details.. Ag and the random girl come downstairs.. her having Hickeys on her neck and breast.. Avery looks at me and says "Noelle you okay?". I look at Avery and put on a fake smile and say "yeah I'm fine" • NO BITCH IM NOT OKAY.. AG IS HAVING ONE NIGHT STANDS..WHEN IM STANDING RIGHT MFN HERE.. ANYWAYS FUCK!?! • Ag looks at me and immediately shake my head in disappointment.. I walk outside to the front driveway not wanting to be around nobody.. I shut the door behind and I rub my hands through my hair.. taking deep breaths • Ag comes outside and says "hey Noelle.. you good?". I couldn't TAKE it anymore..I turn around and look at Ag and say "DO I LOOK GOOD..DO I LOOK FINE". • Ag comes closer to me grabbing my hands she says "Chill out.. everything is going to be okay" she chuckles.. I snatch my hands out of her hands and say "NO DAMNIT.. I KEEP DOING THIS". • Ag looks down and back up as say "you keep doing what?.. being friends with benefits". I sigh and say "Yes.. I can't do it.." • Ag yells at me saying "YOU AGREED TO BE FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS NOW YOU WANT TO BACK OUT". I feel tears coming to the surface of my face.. No bitch push them back in.. I yell back "BACK OUT.. BACK OUT REALLY.. YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU DIDNT WANT TO HAVE ONE NIGHTS WITH ME!". • She looks at and says "YEAH BUT NOW IM DO". I nod my head ready to fire back.. "YEAH CAUSE NOW YOU REALIZE.. IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU". I turn around finally letting the tears out • It was silent.. until I felt Ag turn me around by my waist and say "Maybe.. it's because your too good enough.. I'm not your league". I cry and say "Then-maybe you and everyone should just leave" • SKIP TIME EVERYONE IS GONE • I flop in the bed my parents were sleeping and I scream in the pillow "AHHHH". I was home alone.. Bailey went it Mia where they continued the party • I turn around and I face staring at the ceiling.. my mind overthinks every single thing •
OKAYY I NOW I AM GOING TO GO AWAY FOR SOME DAYS..I JUST REALLY WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING CAUSE YEAH • So uhm yeahh XOXO
