...Going to sleep
...Waking up
...It's morning,
where are you?
Reaching out each day
Reaching out for you
But you're not here
Reaching out for your hugs
Reaching out for your presence
But I can't seem to get them!
It's weird how your mind makes memories of a decade ago feel as it was just yesterday
The laughs we shared
The jokes we had
The advice you gave
The moments I push you away but you still didn't leave
The fights we had
Every single memory of us keeps cursing through my head
It's been weeks and days since you left but feels like you've been for eternity
I miss you...
Your fragrance
Your voice
The sound of your laugh
I can't seem to get them off my head
How I hate the heartbreak of goodbyes
But I do wish you said goodbye
I wish I was with you when you took your last breath
I wish I held you in my arms as you slipped away
I wish I told you how much you meant to me
I wish I said something to you...
Probably to make your heart beat better
I wish I shared your last moments with you
I take every breath each day wishing I could just wake up from this living nightmare
My world's empty without you
You left a void in my soul
You left a hole in my heart
I need you
Come back to me please...
.x
