Every atom of my being misses you like never before.
Realizing how far away you are from me breaks me even more...
I create a safe space in my heart each day where I feel your presence the most...
Where life without you seem impossible
Taking a trip down memory lane becomes easier and hurts even more every single time
I try never to remember how much you meant to me but I can't help it... How much I had pleasure in seeing you smile... How much I loved it when you called out my name... How much you cared about me... how much I derived comfort from hearing you speak... All these feelings keeps eating me up but I have to deal with them cos "I need to be strong"
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It's never easy to be strong all the time... Most times I just wanna be engulfed by my sorrows, I just wanna feel every pain, every sadness, every single feelings cursing through me... I just wanna be completely broken for once💔
