Hey, I'm Madison Aden, looks like you found my journal from when I was a kid. Everything in there helped me become who am today, with the contribution of my best friend Jayden Morgan, who was able to let me see life from a new light.
Hear our backs...
I find comfort in writing. It's not always writing, sometimes it's typing. Hearing that, tap click tap. It can calm me in ways you can't imagine.
When you first start writing they will say, write what you know.
Right now the easiest thing to write about is Jayden.
It is the first day of school. I am starting my second year at my university. I can't help thinking about how he's doing. I think about if he possibly thinks about me.
Maybe I have a problem. I can't really decide right now. Though for some reason I feel like writing.
I did eventually, when I got home that is.
I wrote a song. Titled: Don't forget about me.
Here it is:
Staring at my ceiling thinking about you
You've gone so far maybe I have to
Let you go away because you couldn't stay
We said goodbye
but there is so much more to say
Don't forget about me
I will always be there
Don't forget about me
I know this ain't fair
Put you through the pain
Pushing you away
I can't go back
But I gotta go my own way
So don't forget about me
Cuz I won't forget you
...
I don't know where this is coming from honestly. Of course, no one wants to be forgotten. Although I don't believe that I'll always be there. I am clearly not there now.
I don't know who I am anymore. I can't figure myself out.
I know I need help. I just don't know if I'm ready for it.
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