use me | choi yeonjun ✔

sixteen: the same name as me

I woke up from my dream with beads of sweat running on my forehead.

I clutch my stomach and check if there blood on it.

I sigh, "that's a very weird dream." I said putting my hand into my chest.

why is does my heart hurt? I ask myself and recall on what happened in my dream.

choi yeonjun...

my heart ache at the thought of him. I died in my dream and remembering how he cried makes my heart really ache.

I stare at my nightstand and look at the time. it's 4:30 in the morning.

if I didn't die in that dream, will be able to wake up?

I stood up from my bed and went downstairs to drink some water.

"omo yunhee-ah!" my mother suddenly show up and hug me tightly.

she's crying. why is she crying?

"mom what happened? why are you crying?" I ask and she look at me as if I did something wrong.

"you're in a coma after you dropped yourself in the water." she said.

"how long am i in a coma?"

"today is the 1st year that your in a coma, but you luckily woke up. I'm so proud of you my baby girl." my mother hugged me and I stood up speechless.

I don't remember anything. I started to cry and she hug me tighter.

she broke the hug and call the my doctor.

I went to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror.

the short hair that I have before become longer, I look skinnier than before.

I look like shit, I thought and splash some water on my face.

"choi yeonjun." for some reason, saying that guys names makes me cry.

his name is stuck in my mind, his name keeps on repeating making my heart ache more.

I clearly remember his face, he is handsome and I hated him at first then I fell in love with him.

It's weird how I remembered all the scene that happened in my dream. I usually forget it when I wake up but this dream is different.

I went back to my room and sat on the edge of my bed, I found my phone laying in my nightstand. I get it and open it, I search the guys name in instagram and I luckily found him, but what breaks my heart is that he's taken by a girl that has the same name as me.

"if I sleep again, will be able to go back in that dream? will be able to survive that disaster? will be able to meet that yeonjun guy again?" I ask myself as I feel hot tears stream down my eyes.

I fell in love with someone in my dream.