CHAPTER 32

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Mattia POV
Elena: you okay? She asked leaning in the door way.

She was wearing shorts with my hoodie on and she was pretty small so it was like a dress on her.

Mattia: im fine. I say with a smile

Elena: where did you go

Lie or tell the truth? Mixture of both.

Mattia: jordyn took me to the store, she said she need help with moving something in her house

Elena: oh and you didnt tell me

Mattia: sorry didnt think about that

Elena: okay well chloe and Mateo are eating. wanna go to the park?

Mattia: yeah

She nods and walks out.

Elena POV
Elena: what the hell wrong with him? I whisper to myself

Mateo: what did daddy say?

Elena: hes going

Chloe: yay

*park*
I let Chloe and Mateo go to the park and I was sitting on the bench where I could see them. Mattia sat next to me and he was quiet the whole ride to the park, just didnt say anything.

Elena: you sure you're okay Mattia?

Mattia: hm- yeah im fine. He said with a smile

Elena: okay, im just asking cause you were really quiet in the car

Mattia: sorry just thinking

Elena: about what- wait you never say sorry only when you do something really bad

Mattia: I didnt do anything I- im just thinking a lot

I put my leg on his and lean on his shoulder

Elena: please tell me

Mattia: do you love me?

Elena: ofc why wouldnt I

Mattia: no like I mean outside of the kids. If the kids wasnt here would you love me

Elena: yeah, I'll always love you

I didnt know why he was asking these questions. I will always love him no matter what.

Mattia: okay

Elena: why would you ask me that?

Mattia: no reason just a thought

Elena: but mattia that thought just doesnt come from anywhere, i know I wou-

Mattia: jordyn told me that you said you dont want to go be with me anymore. He blurted out

Elena: what?! When did I say that?!

Mattia: she said you were drunk

Elena: yeah drunk idk what im talking about

Mattia: but you said it and the truth comes out when you don't expect it to

Elena: why would I say that?

Mattia: she also said you werent happy, so tell me the truth are you happy with me

Elena: yes Mattia! I am

Am I?

Mattia: okay. He said looking back at the playground

Elena: so we are done with the conversation?

Mattia simply nodded and I rolled my eyes.

*back at home*
I walked inside and Mattia walked upstairs with the kids. I sat on the porch and called jordyn.

Jordyn: hello?

Elena: what the hell did you tell mattia?!

Jordyn: what do you m-

Elena: dont act stupid! You told mattia I dont want to be with him anymore and I want something new

Jordyn: i mean you said it.

I could feel her smile through the phone.

Elena: no! No you dont do that! I was drunk

Jordyn: I had to tell him. You can't keep secrets from him all the time, i mean he is your boyfriend, right?

Elena: yes bu-

Jordyn: but nothing you lied to him he deserves better

Elena: what the fuck are you talking about?

Jordyn: oh nothing im just saying stop lying to him, he is not going to want you if you lie to him

Elena: im pretty sure there are secrets he keeps from me and I dont bother to ask

Jordyn: that because you dont have trust issue and you trust him, but he doesnt trust you

Elena: what makes you say that?

Jordyn: ask him  *hangs up*

I walked in the house and walked in upstairs.

Elena: Mattia!

Mattia: what! He yelled from our bathroom

I walked in our room and put my phone on the table.

Elena: do you trust me?

Mattia shrugged.

Elena: so you don't?

Mattia: just depends

Elena: on what?

Mattia: like after you said you dont want to be with me, my trust for you went to 3-10

Elena: where was it before?

Mattia: 7-10

Elena: listen Mattia, I do want to be with you, forever

Mattia: okay

Elena: trust?

Mattia: 2-10

Elena: why did it go down?!

Mattia: because you keep lying

Elena: im not lying to you! You lied to me this morning about being okay

Mattia: you lied to me about loving me. He said trying to mock me

Elena: Mattia....i wouldnt lie to you about loving you. If I tell someone I love them i mean it

Mattia: okay. He said walking out the room

I sit on the bed and I put my hands on my face and I feel myself start to cry.

Damn, thi- wow

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